Chapter 98 (1/2)

Ninety-eight:

Lin Anlan unconsciously wrapped up his coat, but suddenly felt as if he had touched something. He looked down and found that he was still wearing a ring given to him by Cheng Yu.

The ring is not big. It's a small one. The tulip on it is exquisitely carved, low-key and luxurious, just like Cheng Yu, who is affectionate and patient.

Lin Anlan quietly looked for a long time, put his hand into the pocket, did not take off the ring.

Cheng Yu is right. He can like him.

Their beginning was a mistake. It was Cheng Yu's mistake to deceive him, but in this mistake, his love for Cheng Yu was true.

He likes him.

But it's because I like it that I feel worse.

Lin Anlan clenched his hand with the ring and looked at the heavy night outside the window in a complicated mood.

When the taxi stopped again, it was very late.

Lin Anlan stood in his house, strange and familiar.

For half a year, he almost lived in Cheng Yu's family. The house he used to live in has become a familiar but strange residence.

Like, some people in the address book.

Lin Anlan rolled up his sleeves and cleaned the room for a long time. Until he was tired, he changed the sheets and put in the quilt.

He had several dreams. The dreams were very complicated. He dreamed of Cheng Yu and asked him, ”don't you love me anymore?”? I also dream that I once told myself that you didn't love him at all.

Lin Anlan didn't sleep very well and woke up at more than 7 a.m.

He sat in bed for a while, got out of bed, and then went on with his cleaning work last night.

When the house was bright and clean and there was nothing to clean, he sat on the sofa again and ordered a take out for himself.

This is when Jiang Xu's message came.

He received a call like that from Lin Anlan yesterday. How could he forget it? After a night's hesitation, he still chose to send a text message to Lin Anlan.

Jiang Xu: [Xiaolan, how are you? Are you still at Cheng Yu's? Shall I see you

Lin Anlan thought about it and said to him, ”I'm in my house. Come here.”

He wants to ask Jiang Xu some questions and confirm some things with him.

Jiang Xu came very quickly and was obviously familiar with the address.

Lin Anlan just finished eating, sitting on the sofa eating fruit.

Jiang Xu didn't expect that happiness would come so soon. It was only a few days before the new year. Lin Anlan saw through Cheng Yu's true face. It was really gratifying.

”Xiaolan.” He sat in front of Lin Anlan, indignant, ”I said Cheng Yu is not a good thing, he is a liar, he has been cheating you.”

Lin Anlan took a sip of tea and looked at him, ”did you forget what you said before?”

Jiang Xu some Zheng, ”ah?”

”What you said, you will never speak ill of him in front of me again. You admit that you are wrong, and you should be ashamed of him.”

Jiang Xu

”He lied to you, how can you still speak for him?” Jiang Xu complained discontentedly.

Lin Anlan is very calm, ”one yard to one yard, he may be sorry for me, but he has nothing sorry for you, you have no right to say what he is.”

”Why didn't he apologize to me? If he didn't say it in front of you, how could you be angry with me?”

”Am I angry with you because of him?” Lin Anlan looked directly at Jiang Xu, ”you say again, I and you angry because of what?”

Jiang Xu

”Say it.” Lin Anlan asked him, ”before you said you knew you were wrong, but now you tell me where you are wrong?”

After a moment's silence, Jiang Xu bowed his head and admitted, ”it's because of me. I went to see Cheng Feng behind your back. I don't feel guilty about Cheng Yu. Cheng Yu is not wrong. It's me who is wrong.”

”What else?” Lin Anlan looks at him.

”What else?” Jiang Xu doubts.

”As you said before, I went to Cheng Yu's side for you. You want me to go home with him to see my parents. Isn't that the point I'm angry with?”

Jiang Xu was stunned when he heard the speech.

Lin Anlan thought of this sentence yesterday. He didn't quite understand why he lost his memory, and he didn't quite understand why he went to find Cheng Yu and mistakenly took Cheng Yu as his boyfriend. But if this sentence is true, then he has an unusual but reasonable explanation.

He stared at Jiang Xu and asked him word by word, ”did you really say that to me? Do you really want me to do this? ”

Jiang Xu wanted to deny it, but he couldn't say anything.

He didn't deceive Lin Anlan in language and concealed that he went to see Cheng Feng. He just concealed that Lin Anlan didn't ask him if you had ever seen Cheng Feng behind my back, so he didn't answer this question, so naturally he didn't deceive him.

He looked at Lin Anlan and wrote everything in his eyes.

Lin an LAN sighed, he asked, ”Jiang Xu, what do you regard me as?”

He thinks he really can't understand Jiang Xu. He thought Jiang Xu didn't care about him, so he secretly went to see Cheng Feng behind his back.

But when he told Jiang Xu that he would not see him again, Jiang Xu did not hesitate to cut off the contact with Cheng Feng, kept pestering him, and even waited at his door on New Year's Eve, hoping that they could spend the new year together.

He thinks that Jiang Xu should also care about him. After all, they have been friends for so many years. They have known each other for so many years. How can they have feelings.

But Jiang Xu can think of letting him be Cheng Yu's fake boyfriend, so as to annoy Cheng Feng and seek benefits for himself.

Lin Anlan thinks that he can't understand Jiang Xu. He doesn't know whether Jiang Xu cares about him or not.

It seems to care, but it doesn't seem to care at all.

”Don't you stop me from contacting Cheng Yu at this time? It was you who didn't let me make friends with Cheng Yu at the beginning. Now it's you who pushed me to him and let me be his boyfriend. Do you want me to contact Cheng Yu or not? ”

Lin Anlan was puzzled, ”if according to your hope, a few days or months ago, I didn't achieve what you wanted perfectly, except that I didn't see his parents with him, but I did it on his boyfriend, didn't I? Even if it is very successful, why do you put on a posture that I hurt you and ask why I don't want you anymore? ”

”Isn't that what you want? Shouldn't you be content and be happy? ”

”It's my fault, Xiaolan. I'm sorry for you. I was confused for a moment, so I said this kind of bastard words. I already know it's wrong. You've already scolded me. I know it's wrong, too. Really.”

Lin Anlan thinks that what he has heard most recently is ”I'm sorry” and ”it's my fault”. Jiang Xu says so to him, and Cheng Yu also says so to him. Everyone says sorry to him, but he has never done so to them.

Is he not good enough to Jiang Xu? He has made great efforts to hope that Jiang Xu can get rid of the predicament of his identity and grow up healthily.

Is he not good enough to Cheng Yu? Although he didn't fall in love with Cheng Yu before he lost his memory, he didn't give Cheng Yu any hope. He kept a distance with him all the time, and there was no ambiguity. He was once lost.

Then why did they all turn around and apologize to him?

Lin Anlan felt tired. He took a cup of tea and said to Jiang Xu, ”you go.”