Chapter 98 (2/2)
”Xiaolan...”
”You said I scolded you before, but I'm still the same now. Although I don't know what happened at that time, I still want to scold you as long as I think you said this to me. So you go, I don't want to see you now, and I'm not in the mood to be perfunctory. ”
”Xiaolan...” Jiang Xu begged to look at him.
”Let's go.” Lin Anlan said calmly, ”let me calm down for a while. I'll be alone.”
”Will you forgive me?” Jiang Xu fragile mouth asked him, ”will be willing to give me a chance to correct?”
Lin Anlan didn't answer him. He didn't know. How could he know? He didn't even know what the specific situation was and how serious the situation was. How could he know if he would forgive Jiang Xu?
Those memories forgotten by him must be painful and irritable, so he will forget, and he will not panic after forgetting.
That itself is not a pleasant memory, itself, perhaps he does not want to remember.
Jiang Xu left, Lin Anlan walked on the sofa, quietly drinking tea, looking at the post.
The room was warm, his heart was quiet, he was tired of watching, so he lay on the sofa and slept for a while.
At night, Lin Anlan wakes up in a daze.
He doesn't want to move very much. He shouts ”Xiaohua” to let Cheng Yu carry him back to his room.
His voice is very light, with unconscious dependence and attachment. He opens his eyes after shouting and sees clearly the furnishings in front of him. He vaguely reflects that he is not at Cheng Yu's home, he has gone back to his own home.
Cheng Yu cheated him, so he left, he returned to his home, his side, no Cheng Yu.
Lin Anlan seems to be stuck in general, no action, quiet sitting on the sofa.
It was a long time before he came down from the sofa.
He got up and went back to his bedroom. The window of the bedroom was not closed, and the wind came in, which made the room cold.
Lin Anlan went to the window and closed the window. Then he saw a vast expanse of white in the courtyard, shining brightly under the street lamp.
It's snowing, he thought. It must be very cold this year.
Lin Anlan drew the curtain, got into his bed and fell asleep.
Cheng Yu was lying in bed with his eyes closed when he received the call from sun Meng.
He had not slept for a day and a night. Reason told him that he should sleep, but he couldn't sleep. He closed his eyes and saw Lin Anlan crying in his mind.
He said, ”you lied to me.”
Cheng Yu opens his eyes. The room is dark. He turns over, but he can't see the people lying beside him.
He lay silent, without a trace of strength.
The mobile phone on the bedside table is still ringing. It's not a special ring for Lin Anlan, so he doesn't want to answer it.
But the mobile phone is ringing all the time, and it doesn't mean to hang up. Cheng Yu can't reach the phone and puts it in his ear.
”Your movie will premiere tomorrow. Today I've helped you to send microblog propaganda, tickets have been set for you, specific information has been sent to your wechat, you remember to watch it.”
”Good.” Cheng Yu whispered.
”Why is it so dumb? Sick? ”
”No
”That's good. I know you are busy in the new year, so I won't disturb you. Take care of yourself.”
”Well.”
Sun Meng finished and hung up.
Cheng Yu looks at his mobile phone, clicks into wechat, and sees sun mengfa's booking information for him.
He is familiar with the cinema, the seats and the private rooms.
Cheng Yu put down his cell phone and closed his eyes again.
He wants to fall asleep. He will not be able to go to the cinema until he falls asleep.
But he couldn't sleep any more. He could only keep opening and closing his eyes, and repeat this action again.
At eight o'clock in the morning, Cheng Yu finally has some sleepiness. He rarely falls asleep. He has a dream. In the dream, the sky is wide and the sea is wide. Lin Anlan holds his hand back to him. He looks at him quietly and does not dare to move forward.
When Cheng Yu woke up, he didn't know whether he had been asleep or not. He looked at his watch and it was already more than 12 o'clock.
That should have been sleeping for a while.
He slowly got out of bed, opened the refrigerator, and saw that Lin Anlan's favorite sandwich was still in the refrigerator.
Cheng Yu didn't move. He took out a bag of bread and went to the tea table, drinking water and eating bread.
If Lin Anlan comes back and finds that the sandwich is gone, he should be depressed. He still likes the sandwich with this flavor.
He thought, finished his bread, put on his coat, and went out.
On the afternoon of the 10th day of the lunar new year, there were not many people in the cinema. Cheng Yu checked the tickets and entered the theater and sat in the middle.
The studio was empty, and he was sitting alone, even more lonely.
Cheng Yu looks at himself in the movie quietly and seriously. He remembers what Lin Anlan said to him before. When the movie comes out, he will accompany him to see it.
But now that the movie is on, Lin Anlan leaves.
They once saw a movie together, and Lin Anlan made it up and asked him, ”Xiaohua, do you want to date me?”
He smiles with curved eyebrows. He leans in his arms and kisses him in the movie hall.
They used to be in love, but now, the truth of the story has been revealed, the end of the story, the prince left, he was alone.
After all, he did not see a movie starring him. After all, he could only sit here by himself, just as before, just like every time before.
At the end of the movie, the man turns to say goodbye to the woman. He knows that he is going to die soon. He doesn't want to delay the girl he likes, so he refuses her and walks to a distance.
The girl asked him, ”don't you really like me? Don't you like me at all? ”
The boy waved and said to her, ”I don't like it.”
He turned and went to the distance, to the place where the other party could no longer see.
Cheng Yu looks at it silently. In a blink of an eye, something falls down.
He didn't like him. He thought, this is the only thing that can't be forced.
All kinds of things in this world, only feelings, is the most helpless thing.
Cheng Yu stood up and walked out of the cinema at the moment when he heard the song at the end of the film.