Chapter 97 (2/2)
”I want to be calm.” He said, ”I want to stay on my own for a while and think about it.”
Cheng Yu shook his head. ”You can be calm here, can't you? Can I go? If I go to other places, don't leave. Can I leave? ”
”I want to go home.”
Cheng Yu does not accept, ”here can also be your home, you stay here, you can rest assured, I will not disturb you, before you are willing to see me, I will not come back.”
”Cheng Yu.” Lin Anlan's tone is full of helplessness, he used up his strength, restrained not to let his tears fall down, also restrained to let his rational, calm elaboration of this matter.
”I shouldn't have been here in the first place. I made a mistake, so it's time for me to leave. Do you understand?”
”I don't understand.” Cheng Yu red eyes looking at him, ”I only know that you go will not come back.”
He looked at Lin Anlan, eyes are never sad, ”you first appeared, you asked me if I was your boyfriend, ANN, I'm a person, I'm just an ordinary person, I'm selfish, I'm selfish, I can't say no in that case, I can't let you leave, you know?”
”Why can't you just make mistakes? We are very happy together, and you can like me, can't you? ”
”I said, I know I'm wrong. I won't cheat you any more. I can promise anything you want, and I can correct anything you don't like. Why can't you give me a chance?”
”I didn't cheat you except the one I cheated you at the beginning. I really like you. No one in the world likes you more than me. I love you the most in the world. I can guarantee that I must be the one who loves you the most. Why can't you see me? ”
Lin Anlan's tears fell silently.
He pulls up the suitcase and goes out. Cheng Yu holds his hand. Lin Anlan doesn't speak and pulls out.
But he twitches a minute, Cheng Yu clenches very tightly, Lin Anlan can't, only way: ”let go.”
”Ann.” Cheng Yu calls him softly. He looks at Lin Anlan, desperate, looking forward to, yearning for. He tries his best to keep him, ”don't go.”
However, Lin Anlan refused him.
”Let go.” Lin Anlan looked back at him, ”Cheng Yu, you hurt me.”
Cheng Yu busily loosens his hand and looks at his wrist anxiously.
Lin Anlan did not stop, pulling the suitcase toward the living room.
He went to the door and changed his shoes at the entrance.
Cheng Yu chased him out, and suddenly, without warning, asked him, ”Ann, what do you call me?”
Lin Anlan was sad for a moment. His bent waist almost couldn't straighten up. He turned his back to Cheng Yu and his eyes were full of sadness.
Cheng Yu asked lightly, like duckweed, ”what do you call me?”
Lin Anlan is speechless. He knows the correct answer to this sentence, and he finally understands why Cheng Yu is always clinging to this title.
Because he has never been his boyfriend, so he wants to have this identity.
He is worried about gain and loss, not because he chased himself for too long, but because he knows that once he recovers his memory, all these things will disappear.
Lin Anlan did not answer him and pressed the doorknob.
Cheng Yu looked at his back and asked stubbornly, ”what do you call me?”
But this time, he was doomed not to wait for the answer he wanted.
Lin Anlan pressed the door handle, and the door made a slight sound.
Cheng Yu came to the sound of opening the door and asked him, ”will you come back?”
Lin Anlan did not speak.
Cheng Yu said in a low voice, ”you won't come back. You'll never come back.”
Lin Anlan opened the door with a pause, but did not press it again for a moment.
Cheng Yu looks at him silently, like a dead plant, dead.
Lin Anlan opened the door, released the handle and went out.
The moment the door was closed, Cheng Yu leaned against the wall as if he had lost his strength.
The day came later than he expected, but earlier than he expected.
He slid down the wall and sat on the ground, buried his head in his knees, silent.
Lin Anlan got out of the elevator and looked back at the floor of Cheng Yu's house. His eyes were long and distant. He took back his eyes and walked forward silently.
In the sky, small snowflakes began to fall, falling on pedestrians and disappeared in an instant.
Lin Anlan reached out to stop the car, sat up and reported his home address.
He looked out the window, the night was quiet, snowflakes were dancing under the street lamp, he opened the window, reached for a piece, a tear on his palm.
Once upon a time, I went, willows and willows, now I come to think, rain and snow.
Lin Anlan closed the car window. When he came, it was not Yang liuyiyi, but the heavy rain. Now that he left, it was really raining and snowing.
It seems that it is time for him to leave.
He leaned against the seat of the car with a heavy heart.