C92 (1/2)
After a while, I discovered that there were some strange problems with my body.
For example, when you woke up in the morning to brush your teeth, you would always feel the urge to vomit, and you would also feel an inexplicable pain in your chest.
The point is, I haven't been on vacation for a long time.
All of this made me panic, but at the same time, I was looking forward to it.
I know what it means to be a woman.
After confessing our thoughts to Jiang Yu, the two of us never tried to use contraception again.
As for pregnancy, we also think it's just a matter of luck.
But I never thought that this child would come so fast.
I don't plan to tell Jiang Yu about this right now, I want to give him a surprise.
In order to confirm if there really was a tiny life in my stomach, I deliberately took a day to go to the hospital for a check-up.
During the checkup, my heart was filled with pain and joy.
I looked at the other women who came for the medical examination and wondered if they, like me, were looking forward to the arrival of the little life in their stomachs.
Follow the procedure, sign up, line up, draw blood, take a urine test...
After that, the doctor asked me to come back in two days for the medical report.
I touched my stomach, is there really a bone and blood Jiang Yu and I were interested in coming out of?
This feeling was truly marvelous. It had never happened before.
I even felt grateful to fate, to the heavens for torturing me and for giving me such a great gift. At that moment, I felt as if all the suffering I had ever endured had been wiped away by the arrival of this child.
The rest of his life would be smooth sailing.
At least that's what I thought until then.
But I forget that fate has never been kind to me, and all that I cherish and want they will take in another way and in a cruel way.
Two days later, I arrived at the hospital at the same time and took my medical report.
The results of the medical examination came out. I wasn't pregnant.
During this time, all my early pregnancy reactions were just my ovarian cysts.
Not only that, I was born with a obstructed fallopian tube. To put it in a normal way, I was called Stone Woman, and my pregnancy rate was extremely low.
I asked the doctor if he could cure a condition like mine.
The doctor shook his head, saying that I was born prematurely, that I was underdeveloped, that my uterus was much weaker than that of other normal women, and that even if I managed to get my child back, I could still die on the operating table with him.
I can't have children in my life!
I took the medical report and drove home in a daze. Jiang Yu was cooking.
After the public relations, he cooked for me every day like a husband.
Our lives are like a real couple, but which couple has no child as a continuation of their feelings?
I didn't dare tell him about it. I was afraid he would turn his back on me.
I can only try.
Love is indeed a lowly thing. When you love someone, you will want to do anything for them. When you can't do it, you will feel humble to the point of being in the dust.
”Qianqian, what's wrong?” ”It seems like you're not in your best condition today?” He put his hand on my forehead. He's worried if I'm sick.
I opened his hand absently. ”I'm fine …”
”What is it?” He pulled up a stool next to me, took me in his arms, and looked me in the eye.
After spending so much time together, he already knows me very well.
”I'm fine …” I just suddenly remember a former friend, because I'm pregnant, but in fact, I'm not pregnant... And because of her body, she might not have children for the rest of her life, so I think... ”It hurts so much …”