C91 (1/2)

I am a born businessman, and all things are about equality.

What he gave me had to be equal to what I gave him, or I wouldn't want it.

It's the same with cooperation, and it's the same with love.

Jiang Yu used to be jealous of Lin Mu seizing my heart, but he didn't know that I had never had a relationship with Lin Mu before.

Not only that, I didn't even have a proper marriage certificate with him.

Because I was only 18 when I met him, the decision to get married was just an ordinary wedding. He had no parents, and neither did I.

I can't get a certificate before I reach the age limit.

A so-called wedding had held me back for five years.

Because he was very young and Lin Mu was a relatively speaking, more traditional man, after being together for so long, he had always been in a spiritual relationship.

Of course, he's a normal man, and he also has physical needs. At that time, I would use my hands and mouth to help him deal with them …

In short, this is the first time Jiang Yu and I have talked about this.

My first time.

It was a misty night, and I had just rescued him not long ago, but under my careful care his wounds were much better.

That day, I coincidentally thought of Lin Mu again, and then got drunk alone in the living room.

And he happened to be there, too, so I called him.

I wanted to talk to him, but somehow I talked about bed.

When I woke up the next morning, I couldn't remember anything but a headache.

But as soon as I saw the figure by the bed, I knew something was wrong.

I got up in a hurry, cut off the bloodstained sheet and hid it with a knife, then pretended to be an old chauffeur and looked at him by the bed and slowly dropped a check.

At that time, Jiang Yu did not think too much about it, he took the cheque and returned to his room.

From that day on, our relationship gradually became deformed...

But to this day, Jiang Yu still doesn't know that this was my first time.

So when he teased me about it, I couldn't explain it.

Still, that didn't stop me from noticing that he'd had other women than me.

I think it's a common ailment of every woman, who cares about her man's past.

Now that I have decided to face up to my own heart, I will completely accept Jiang Yu. Of course, I will also not let go of his past.

Jiang Yu looked at me blankly, as if he didn't know what I was angry about.

But very quickly, he broke out from this silly mode and burst out laughing.

”What are you laughing at!” I know I look very petty right now, but I can't help it, I can't help it.

”Are you jealous?” He asked knowing the answer.

”I don't. After all, aside from me, you also had Li Wei and that so-called childhood sweetheart … ”Who knows how many other women besides you …”

I said, getting more and more unhappy.

The thought of all the things we've done, and of him doing it with other women, makes me angry!

Even though I know it's the past, I still can't convince myself!

He held me, playing with my hair, and was silent for a long time.

Suddenly, he sighed, ”What do we do? You're not even married yet and you're already looking into my past debts …”

I slammed my fist into his chest. ”Don't talk nonsense! Who agreed to marry you! ”

”Never.”