C92 (2/2)

”Because of this?” Jiang Yu smiled and kissed me on the cheek.

”Looks like you've really decided to marry me. You've even thought about when you're going to give birth to my child?!”

”Stop messing around! ”I didn't …”

Yeah, I want to live a good life with you, I want to give you a baby, but I can't!

”Alright!” That friend of yours is really unlucky. However, you must believe in your husband's ability.

As Jiang Yu spoke, he used his hand to tug at my nose.

I took his hand and looked him in the eye.

”I don't want children.”

He rubbed my head. ”Alright, since we're both young and the company still has so many things to do, we won't be able to bring the children here now …”

”No, that's not what I meant.” I lowered my head, flustered, avoiding his eyes. I didn't know how to begin.

”What's wrong? ”You're acting a little strange today …”

”Jiang Yu, I don't want to have children in the future.” I was silent for a long time. Finally, I took a deep breath, looked him in the eye, and said the words I had been struggling with for a long time.

Then, I saw Jiang Yu's smile freeze on the corner of his mouth.

”Why?”

”I don't like children and I don't like having children. What's more … ”It hurts too much …”

I lowered my eyes, not wanting him to see my evasion.

How could there be a woman who didn't like children?

There's nothing I can do...

He was silent for a long time, and I didn't dare look up at his expression.

”Alright, if you don't want it, then we won't have it.”

Hearing his words, I jerked my head up, but met his doting smile.

”Why?”

At this point, the person who couldn't figure it out turned into me.

”Because I want you to be happy, and I'm happy when you are. It's good to have kids, but without kids, we can still enjoy a couple more years in this world, right? ”

Listening to his words, my heart cooled down bit by bit.

”Jiang Yu, if... I mean, what would you do if I couldn't have children? ”

I watched his expression carefully as I spoke.

”There can't be an 'if'! We must have beautiful, healthy children! ”At that time, I will definitely love our child dearly …”

Listening to his plans for the future of us and our children, my heart grew heavier and heavier.

That's right, since he doesn't have any siblings, he would naturally place all of his hopes on the child. What he wants the most, I am unable to give him.

I'm hiding it from him now. Will he hate me in the future?

Before this, I had never thought of marrying anyone other than Lin Mu, but I wanted a child of my own.

But what was happening now was exactly the opposite of what I had expected.

What should I do?

What else can I do?

Lying in Jiang Yu's embrace, I felt his powerful heartbeat.

For the first time in my life, I felt a strong, complex wave surge through me.