201 Power of Absolute Command (2/2)

Horny to the point that I cannot really think straight.

This is the curse that George Collins is talking about. The uncontrollable lust, and if I do not find a way to release it, it will eventually consume my mind, and I will truly cease to exist then.

Is this what it feels like being affected by the Primordial Sin of Lust?

It is torture, as no one wants to be horny all the time. All the fucking time, especially when I don't have time to fuck around. Although, I do fuck around a lot. Not just fucking.

Ahem.

”No. It is not that, mum. I am thinking what I am going to do there at the house, and I prefer not to do it, but I know I will have to, as I really have no choice in the matter whatsoever.”

I answer my mother with a frown. While it is true that as long as I do not deviate from what had already happened much then it should be fine, but that doesn't mean I should enjoy it. Yet somehow, I know I will enjoy it.

Enjoy giving into my ever-growing lust.

Perhaps, I am glad that I can find some enjoyment in this, as it does keep the boredom away. Repeating myself over and over again while listening to the same crap with ever reset is driving me insane.

I try not to deviate too much, so the memory does not get reset, forcing me to start this whole fucking journey from the hospital again. It is like being stuck in a time loop.

A time loop that I cannot escape from.

Since there is no escape, I will play it until the end, as when I, as George Collins finally meets Maximilien Maxwell, that is where the memory ends. It is where I allow George Collins to be free from his burden, and it will probably free me too.

Probably. Who knows. I will see whether that is the case.

It will be a bit more than 14 years from now. Shit. That is kind of fucking long. A fucking long ass time, but it isn't like I haven't spend decades doing practically nothing. Still, that was on my own will. This is not by my own will.

I am being forced to by the Primordial Sin of Lust.

I will make you pay for this, Erosire. I will. Mark my word.

The house that my mother has brought for us to live in isn't huge, but it does have a large office in the converted walkout basement. The previous owner must have spent a lot of time there since there are piles after piles of paper and documents.

”I was meaning to clean all of this up, Georgie, but I didn't have time.”

My mother tells me, making me smile weakly. She didn't have time because of me and my problems.

I have always caused so much trouble for her, and I truly wish to repay her. Repay my mother by being someone she can relied upon. That is what George had believed.

And that is what I believe at the moment.

”I will help you, mum. It is the least I can do since I am living here now.”

I tell my mother with a smile. I am planning to sell the store to pay the mortgage on the house, as I do not need it anymore, considering the Commandment at my disposal.

Commandment is not a power, but an ability granted by the Primordial Sin of Lust.

It is also not a unique ability either from the look of it. George Collins is not someone who could handle a real Power. The wielder of Power must be powerful themselves. That is what I understand.

”Just the two of us, Georgie.”

My mother tells me, making me instantly hard. Damn it. Calm down junior. Calm down.

In order to not give into my growing lust, I quickly head off to another section of the house and as far away from my mother as possible. It is not much of deviation since I will be spending the next four to five days, cleaning up.

Despite that, it is hard to avoid my mother, especially when living in the same household.

This is actually torturing, as I basically have a boner all day long. A boner that even masturbating didn't get rid of. In fact, it makes me even more hornier. Goddamn it. I will make you pay for this, Erosire!

On the first day, I help my mother catalogue all the old furniture and paintings. The previous owner of the place practically sold it with everything still inside. They don't worth much, so they will just go into storage.

On the second day, I examine the library, finding a lot of dusty books here and there. I read through a few just to keep my mind off my boner. Most of the books are normal books that everyone owned on their bookshelves, but some are not.

It appears that the previous owner was part of a cult or something similar. No. More like a Satanist.

I confirm this by looking into the past with my temporal bubble technique, seeing many people coming and going from the place. They also gather together at night, chanting some kind of mantra.

This is all new information as George never figures this out. He didn't care about these things like me, as he had spent a lot of his time spying on his mother due to his uncontrollable lust. He needed a huge release, just like I do right now.

Honestly, to be able to last this long with Commandment ability at his disposal, I have to respect him, even if I don't really want to.

It is also time to test out the Commandment, as I recall that George actually did about this time.

George should have tested out the ability a lot earlier than this, but the shock and fear of being crushed spiritually by merely in the presence of a Primordial didn't really go away until now.

As for me, I am not shocked or anything of the sort. Just pissed off for being trapped here in this damn memory, where my freedom is restricted.

”Mum?”

I call my mother as I enter the kitchen. She is leaning over the sink and cleaning it, and as she did so, I try my best not to stare at her bubbly butts. It is very enticing. Very.

”Yes, Georgie?”

My mother questions after she turns around to see me.

”I need to use the car.”

I tell her, and my mother raises a brow.

”Georgie. Please tell me that you aren't seeing that girl again. She is no good for you.”

My mother tells me. The girl that she is referring to is Helen, my future wife. Also, the same slut who is burning away all of my money in the future.

I will marry her in a couple of years, but it is more of a lustful relationship than an actual marriage. She is also not the mother of my daughter. The mother of my daughter is actually the person standing in front of me right now.

My mother.

Yes. Becky is a product of incest. It is a secret that George Collins want to hide, and he did succeed as Shield didn't even know.

”Mum. Raise your hand. Raise it high up above your head for me.”

I order her.

”Okay, Georgie.”

My mother did without any protest. She is under the influence of my Commandment ability, but unlike George himself, it doesn't really make me smile.

”I need to use the car, and you will allow me to use it. Actually, from now on, when I ask for something, just say yes. It saves time. And yes, I am going to see Helen, and this time, it will be different. I swear it. You shouldn't worry about her anymore. You can also put your hand down now.”

I tell my mother. She did so.

”Mum, can I use the car?”

I question again, but this time without resorting to my Commandment.

”Sure. Have fun with your girlfriend, Georgie.”

My mother answers me.