256 251 終わった後にもう一度受けたいと思うような研修を、俺は知らない (1/2)

”Hahahahaha.

I can't remember the last time I was lying on the ground like this.

When I first joined the company, I used to lie on the ground every day after being beaten up by Suela and squeezed by the instructors to keep me on my feet, but it's more accurate to say that I passed out than I was lying down.

Then, thinking about how long it's been since you've been this exhausted, you realize that you're often quite ragged, and your mouth is laughing.

You're breathing hard, your lungs are sore and overworked, and yet your facial muscles still seem to have some room to breathe.

But other than that, it was no good.

Your body is depleted of oxygen, and your heart is thumping high and low to supply the missing oxygen.

My arms and legs are dull and I can't feel my arms and legs, and I can't tell if I'm exerting myself or not.

All you know is the weight of the mineral tree you've been holding for so long.

”Huh, huh?

My gaze keeps looking up at the sky.

Her breathing is getting calmer, but she is still breathing heavily.

Normally during training, the supervisor and Fusio instructor would warn you about how long you need to sleep, but there's no sign of that.

”I never thought you would grow up to this point.

”Hahahahahaha! Look, Immortal King. My magic sword has been cut!

Instead, you can hear a good-humored laugh from somewhere.

In a daze, I followed the source of the voice and found the supervisor smiling happily at a magic sword that had been severed from its root, and the instructor nodding in admiration as he put his hand to his chin.

You'll be able to see that she's a beautiful woman when she smiles, and you'll recover your body while you're at peace.

You'll be able to see that you'll be able to use your own personal computer, and you'll be able to use it to make your life easier.

Cutting the sword is easy to say, but cutting an unfixed object is an art that cannot be cured by just one word: difficult.

And there's no way you could do such a feat so easily.

There may be an element of luck, but it's more than that.

......

The feeling of something connected made me break the supervisor's magic sword.

My breathing gradually calmed down, and I seized that moment, that moment, less than a second before I thought I could cut it off, and I gave it my all, thinking that this was the only place I could be in that moment.

And the payoff is this.

I can't take it easy.

I was terrified of using up the latent magic inside me for the first time.

I felt the real sensation of depletion.

Call it a feeling of emptiness, or maybe it's just a feeling of emptiness, something in my body was really empty.

It is different from hunger, an indescribable emptiness.

But that languid feeling of not wanting to think about anything else is what I needed right now.

I didn't want to think about anything, I just wanted to let this feeling happen.

”Worry, let the guy face me.

And yet, I suddenly remember the words of Instructor Fusio.

Why he said those words to me, I couldn't even listen to the situation, but I can't only think about it, at this moment.

A problem that would change my relationship with the supervisor.

The problem is so difficult that I'm overwhelmed by it.

So this time to be able to immerse myself in the battle was a nice break for me as I struggled with the question of how to worry.

...... What are we going to do about it?

Suela, Memoria, and Himik, and how dare you ask a former company employee to consider a supervisor.

He didn't directly tell me to look at her as a member of the opposite s*x when I've only ever seen her as my boss, but he did tell me to look at her as a nuance.

In this training course, I was aware of her as the opposite s*x many times.

But the other day, the supervisor told me that I was not required to restrain myself when I heard about the political marriage, and I had a hard time deciding what to do with the immunity.

A legitimate immunity has made my thoughts even more confused.

What to do, what should I do? Lately, that's all I've been thinking about when I'm not in training.

In the meantime, I have been working on my training and the time has been ticking away.

There is no deadline, but I'm wondering if I should keep you waiting, and this training is coming to the end.

The end is in sight.

With a happy supervisor at your side, you think to yourself that it's okay to think about such unnecessary things, but you decide that it's okay because your body won't be moving anytime soon.

And while I was resting in a wide open position, my well-trained body's ability to recover is much greater than it was in the past, and in no time at all I was able to move.

The training session for today came to an end without a coherent thought.

...... phew.

Today I'm tired and smoke in my room, but my worries don't disappear like that smoke.

Rather, like the smell of that smoke, it sticks around and fills my thoughts.

”A political marriage, I never thought about it.

In fact, I never thought the day would come when I would be in such a position.

From what I've heard, it's a necessity for the company.

It's good for me and good for the company.

It's called a win-win relationship.

I should have jumped at the chance, but I'm torn between this and the fact that I'm not sure what to do.

What should I do or say no?

If I want to get ahead, I should jump at this story, but I can't emotionally treat the supervisor like a political tool.

If you are in love with the supervisor, then you should love her, as I have only recently learned of her private life, and I'm not sure if that's enough to make me fall in love with her, which is another unnecessary concern for me.

I've been wondering if a harem is so hard to make, and I can't help but sigh heavily as a result of my clumsiness.

”It would be so much easier if I didn't think about it and just followed my desires.

I haven't abandoned Japanese common sense enough to think like that.

I let out a sigh three times and almost fell into a roundabout way of thinking again, wondering how that happened.

...... bother.

But I've been wondering lately why I have to worry so much about it, and it finally came out of my mouth.

I'm an ex-civilian who was originally hoping to have a peaceful and happy family.

Then by chance, I ended up dating Suela, and by chance, I got to go out with Memoria and Himik, both of whom I've authorized.

I don't have any status or honor.

I don't have any assets.

He may be well-groomed, but he's not particularly good-looking either.

You may say that you are good-looking, but you are not particularly handsome.

...... No, I've become negative in my thinking.

Even in my previous company, I blamed myself for not getting work done because of my ineptitude, and my thinking became dark.

The best way to overcome this is to be open-minded, but it takes a lot of work to be open-minded.

Or perhaps I should say, the power of determination.

...... You know, I just don't think I could have picked a better one.

I've been making excuses to myself for so long that I can finally admit it.

As a man, my social standing, my social status, my social status, and so on.