251 246 Dont you feel depressed when you realize that you are like this? (2/2)

I take the glass of ice and sake and sip it, knowing that I will consult with you.

The faintly perfumed flavor makes your tongue feel not the taste of liquor as if you were tasting a quantity, but the richness of the drink as if you were drinking it in small doses.

If I were to speak of a near drink, it would be whiskey.

Thanks to this relaxing taste, I ask you not what to do, but what Instructor Fusio thinks about the change in me.

I see, I am a person turned into this body. I understand what Jiro says about your change in values. I'm not sure that's the kind of answer you're looking for ......, though I'll tell you that those values are a normal part of our world. I'm sure you'll be able to see that the people who are stimulated by the survival instinct are trying to reproduce their offspring, so it's a matter of reason that Jiro is concerned about.

That's the way it is. It's just the nature of a businessman who cares about publicity.

”It's not the word of a human being who has lined up dark elves and vampires and fallen angels and all that beauty. It doesn't matter if there's a demon in there as well.

It's quite true. It's a pain in the ass.

The instructor was right about my current situation, so why bother now?

Objectively speaking, increasing the number may be another thing to talk about.

The only thing you need to pay attention to is self-control.

There's no other way.

What the instructor showed me was the basics of my condition.

I have to agree with you on that point.

Simple is best, patience is the best solution.

It is a man's or man's natural instinct to smirk at other women. I have experience and knowledge, though this is not in my line of work. But I have experience and knowledge. If I were to find an answer, I think the solution would be to exercise restraint and keep the lid on those feelings.

Certainly, yes.

You're absolutely right.

It's not as bad as you said you'd have someone keep an eye on you.

And the change in values that Jiro is concerned about is probably due to a change in environment.

”Change of environment, is it?

”People who have been in a peaceful environment are now in a battlefield. This alone will take a toll on your mind. If you can live with it, the environment is sufficiently conducive to stimulate your survival instincts.

Does that mean that the only way to improve it, i.e., to fundamentally improve it, is to change the work environment?

I guess we'll just have to leave the battle and put ourselves in an environment where we won't feel threatened. At least it won't stop at this point.

Another concern I had was the change in values, but the instructor said that the environment had changed so much that my common sense had changed.

If you want to return to your original values, you have to prepare the appropriate environment.

Fortunately, you have three partners. Why don't you throw your spare impulses at them?

I guess I'm supposed to be careful not to look in the dark. I see.

I have no intention of changing jobs, I just need to know where to look out for it.

And while this change in mindset is an external factor, the problem is you.

It's manageable enough.

Just when you're feeling comfortable with that.

”But if you're dealing with Evvia, that might be a little different.

”?　Why is the story different when you're a supervisor?

”Before I explain, Jiro, do you ever have feelings like Evia, other than for the daughters of the dark elves?

No, I don't think so.

”This company has a lot of cleanliness. Is that what you want?

”...... Yeah, I don't think so,

I think those feelings were directed at her from the beginning of the relationship with Suela.

After all, I've never been the one to throw powder on her.

Memoria and Himikku expressed their feelings to me.

You're right, even from my point of view, there are many beautiful women in this company.

If I were to speak of acquaintances, I'd say Keely is a dark elf beauty unlike Suela.

But I can't say that I've ever seen her as a romantic interest in the opposite s*x.

I think our relationship would be that of a senior colleague at work or a friend of Suela's.

Other female employees might be like that, and so would the party members.

That makes me feel like I'm in control.

The instructor's words of reassurance made me question my own words, but I gave the same answer.

”Then I'd say you're attracted to Evvia.

In response, Instructor Fusio spun his words as if he knew what he was talking about.

It's as if the supervisor is something special to me.

I shake my easy chair and stand up softly, waiting for the instructor to move to the window for further words.

............

Now, if that's the part that Jiro felt is quite interesting, we can talk about it at ......

Knowing that something was going on with the supervisor, the instructor wondered if he should talk or not.

”Well, it's better to hear about it from him.

He simply declared that he would not speak.

”Instructor.

”Don't sound so pathetic. I don't want to talk about it, but it's not something I'm willing to talk about.

The voice I used was so weak that it was taken off my shoulders.

But it's also not fun to leave without giving any advice: ......

However, my reaction led the instructor to reverse his previous statement a bit.

I'll send you one piece of advice as a reward for noticing the atmosphere of Evvia at ......

After a few seconds of thought, the instructor nodded once, convinced in his mind, and slowly turned toward me, his eyes, which lit blue flames, looking at me.

”Think about the feelings you have for Evvia and where they come from. That will be a good place to start.

”What do emotions come from?

”Kakaka, think it over. But you have an early morning. That's enough for today.

”Yes, thank you for your time.

”What, so long as you entertain me in the second half of the training.

”That's a lot of money. I'll be diligent.

”Mm, I'm looking forward to it.

I was advised in vague terms, but naturally I knew that the words were not meaningless.

That alone was enough of an accomplishment.

I poured a glass of wine, bowed, and decided to take the day off to prepare for tomorrow.

This consultation has made me even more distracted, but I'll consider it a necessary expense.

Word of the Day

A change in values is surprisingly hard to notice, and even if you do notice it, you wonder how to handle it.