8 Fate (1/2)

Richy left me alone with all those thoughts in the cafe. I started thinking about how I really felt about Ria and Ana.

' I met Ana just a few days ago and we became good friends, but I don't know much about her. I just know that in her house there is her mother, a little sister and a Grandmother that's it. I even don't know about her dad. '

' In the case of Ria, we were friends from school days. We played a lot together and we visited each other quite often in middle school. Her family member knows me quite well, they treat me like their own son. '

If I consider all that then Ria is a much better choice for me. Also, the most important thing is she loves me. In the case of Ana, I don't even know how she feels about me.

But when I first saw Ana I felt something, there was something that made my heart race. I never felt anything like that before, just after first meeting I wanted to be near her. I wanted to see her.

But that kind of feeling never induced when I was with Ria.

After all that thinking I came to a conclusion

that **I was in love with Ana**, I wanted to be with her, I wanted to share my feelings with her. I want to be her boyfriend.

But then I thought that I could not just go and say her that I love her. That would be awkward, what will she think of me.

We just met a few days ago and I confessed to her, that's just bizarre. Also if I confessed her and she rejected, how will I talk with her again.

How will I face her? I could not be able to maintain eye contact with her.

Will we be friends if I got rejected?

After thinking all this I started feeling sad but still, I came up with the conclusion that I will never confess her.

I want to be with her and that's more than enough for me. I will stay by her side by being a friend.

I then left the cafe and cycled all the way to home.

When I reached home I was wretched. My mom was calling me but I somehow didn't listen to her, I went straight to my room and slept.

At the time of dinner, my mom called me but I was in deep sleep she then came inside my room and shouted ”Kevin!! Why are you sleeping this late in the evening, do you have a plan of waking all night? Just wake up and come down, dinner is ready. ”

I woke up, washed my face and went towards the dining room. I was sitting on the chair and waiting for dinner.

My mom then arranged the food for us and we started eating.

After a few minutes, my mom said ” I want to discuss something with you. ”

I thought that she will still bring the topic of a girlfriend so I replied ” Mom, I don't have any girlfriend so please don't tease me anymore ” I said that with a sad face my mom replied

” it's not about that, I want you to shift your room on the ground floor .”

I was surprised, I said ” But why?

You said that when I'll join college I can have dad's working room as my bedroom.

Why you are saying this all of the sudden. ”

She said ” Yeah, I told you that you can use your Dad's room since he works abroad but I have a reason for what I said”