Chapter 34-36 (1/2)

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34 Prepare

Your Heart

The experience

being deflowered is different for most people

I heard that

it feels like one is being absolutely ripped apart

And that there

is lots of blood

But there are

soood from the start

I wonder what

root of the big difference is

I am not sure

about this type of knowledge I have never been told of it directly, and I am

hesitant to ask someone directly In the first place, I don’t have any friends

Well, Prince Stefan is excluded in this case

Such juicy

things are not written in books (Zuben: Maybe not the ones you read)

For Volker to

be troubled, I guess it must be a very painful and tearful experience

…I’m not

disgruntled…well, not so much

I don’t want

to think about it, but I wonder if Volker’s reaction was from a past bitter

failure He was defensive because he didn’t want to repeat it

Maybe that was

why he wanted to confirene the same way Would it have

been better to have been? Is it better for Volker? But I’lad I didn’t even

kiss Eugene! That is ht

Despite the

shaht that I would like to have Volker for my first time, it do

think it is e and how he rubs

my breasts painfully

Is this the

deep river between a man and a woman?

No no no no, I

should get a hold ofwith jealousy

about woenuinely worried about me

During the

conversation with General Bresslin, Volker was more concerned about me than

himself

That is right

Volker always thinks of me

I want to

respond to that feeling

I mean…I like

him!

I just want to

do it because I like him, I do!

Better than

hugs, I would like to experience a way to be connected to Volker more deeply

with Volker More than a kiss! How did it feel to have his strong broad chest

against my bare skin? What would happen if he touches my body all over with his

big hands? (Zuben: Hohoho!)

My thoughts

areme blush, is it unpleasant? (Zuben: Nah, you’re normal)

It doesn’t

matter, I- I want to feel Volker with my whole body!

I thump the

table with‘Wow!’

‘Oh pardon

ised to Prince Stefan

Yes, I was

taking tea with Prince Stefan (Zuben: and thinking about feeling Volker with

your whole body Multitasking) After leaving General Bresslin, I rushed to the

appointed terrace in a hurry I had kept the Prince waiting and I got scolded

His belly was

already bloated with bitter tea when my sweets arrived

I-I’m sorry I

offended Crown Prince That being said, although he seems to be a cold person

at first sight, I’ve come to realise he was very tolerant once he has you in

his pocket

I’m sorry,

your Highness, I’race?

‘What were you

thinking; you had a pretty difficult expression?’ he asked Stefan casually

shooed away his escort knights, thinking it would be a complicated tale He took a

graceful bite of the apple pie I had brought, and there was a little frown

between his eyebrows, but he made a sound of appreciation

It looked like

a common apple pie

‘It is hard to

speak of it frankly,’ I reply I also took a bite of the apple pie

Wow,

delicious! It was a nice balance of sour and sith an aroma of cinnamon

‘What the hell

is that?’ Stefan replied as he finished his portion of apple pie and reached

for the cupcakes Though, the little cupcakes seemed unsuitable for the

dignified Crown Prince, it was also very wonderful

‘I was

thinking of Volker’ I said It wasn’t a lie, I was thinking about Volker, but

the content could be omitted Stefan raised an eyebrow

‘I understand

that it is about Brennan, but what is with the difficult expression?’

My smile

wobbled

I’ here…

How should I say

this?

‘I was

wondering if Volker is really thinking of me’

Well, that is

the sanitised version anyway I can’t really tell hiuish

about doing it with Volker

‘You idiot

You don’t kno important you are to Brennan?’

Stefan reached

for another cupcake, different flavour this tihness, if you

eat toosaid, it would be

alright if he was going to exercise after

‘Brennan

allowed me to have tea with you under conditions: Do not look at you directly

for over three seconds Do not touch your hands Do not touch you Do not eat

your homemade sweets because they are his, and don’t fall in love with you I

wonder why’ (Zuben: If this was a one

conclusion)

Huh, what is

that?

‘It seems that

he doesn’t want you to meet other men Brennan is very concerned about the

difference in your age He is particularly anxious when you meet a man close in

age to you He wonders if that person is more suited to you than he But then

he also considers theots not worthy of you’

I shuffled

closer to him

‘I am also

anxious that there is a nice woman that suits him more, because I am too

childish and our status isn’t balanced I haven’t had any physical

relationshi+ps and I don’t kno to be in love’ (Zuben: you’ve said it all

out now)

The Prince

moved the same distance away from me

‘Brennan said

not to sit too close’ He said, ‘Anyway, you guys have sis, if you

could tell each other without using o between, it would be fine’

In short, do

not bother me with your complications

He flattened

another cupcake

Indeed, I am

troubling Crown Prince Stefan Pardon me!

‘That being

said, Brennan is serious about you’ He said with a little curl of his lip

He was? I

tilted me head to one side

Wasn’t Volker

always serious?

‘He makes you

sit on his lap like that in public, even though you’ve not touched the floor

yet Well, do you best’ (Zuben: I wasn’t sure how to edit this line: 「あんなに人前で膝に乗せたりするのに、まだ床を共にしていないとはな。まあ、頑張れ」)

Ehhh!! Did I

possibly say out extra things?! (Zuben: Well…)

My face heated as I

blushed

Oh forget it,

forget it

Prince Stefan

gave a self satisfied laugh as he leaned back in his chair arm crossed He

seereat

‘A man would

be happy to be seduced by the woman he loves’

An invite from

me?!

But ho

do I say that? In what situation?

‘That…isn’t

that if I can burn away the feeling of embarrassment?’

‘Isn’t just

right that the cat is burnt off?’ he replied with a wicked grin This person

looked very bad but why did he also look reliable at the same time?

I am the cat

(Zuben: This cat that doesn’t actuallyme!)

But, that’s

right

There is no

need to wait for the man to ask, if you both like each other Even the man

would be nervous and worried

Alright, let’s

do it (Zuben: Fist pump)

I will invite

him – I will hold out my hand

Let’s have

that feeling with Volker

Zuben: This

chapter was rather difficult, hope it makes sense to everyone

35 But before

that…

Although I had

resolved ht that it would be useless if I had no idea

(Zuben: Not really)

Since I was

shy, I decided to ask the teacher least prone to embarrassment

I found Mother