Chapter 31-33 (1/2)

31 Future

Things

‘I’m sorry

Fredericka, could youhis face with his other

hand

Did I do

so?

I pulled away

Volker seemed

to breathe a sigh of relief Volker, are you alright? He looked a bit disgusted

(Zuben: with himself) and didn’t look me in the eye

‘Okay, it will

settle soon’ He said with an aard laugh (Zuben: Little Volker is trying to

eat you or is it get eaten?)

He looked

so well? Or was he someone

who didn’t tell you they were ill?

My worry

overrodeI was in front of Volker, touching

his cheeks, his forehead and his neck His face was red, the temperature was

high, did he have a fever?

‘F-Fredericka?’

‘Is so

wrong with your body? Do you hurt, you see dizzy?’

Since he had

such a busy work, he mustn’t have had time to rest I’m sorry if you overworked

yourself because of me

‘No I’m okay’

He’s lying

Volker was lying to me He looked ahen he said that He was so easy to

read!

I held his

face in my hands and turned him to me, ‘Please look at me directly, and tell

et mean’

I don’t want

hi with Volker I

want to be like my father and mother, you can make up with each other after you

quarrelBeing able to say things to

each other that e?

No it wasn’t

We were going to be family…We were now a couple! (Zuben: Go Freddie…hehehehe)

‘What do you

mean by “mean”?’ he asked

Well, I haven’t

really thought about it How did I end up here?! Is it because I’ve never been

ed to get a hold of

it for cuddles, but it’s cries were like it was the end of its world

‘Fredericka, I’m

going to kiss you even if you get embarrassed’ He said with his face a bit

scary (Zuben: Actually he says, I’ to kiss you even if you don’t like

it, which I think is a bit iffy so I changed it)

I wanted to

say soh, but Volker’s face approached mine His hazel

eyes were half closed as his lips touched mine He pulled and back held my face

in his big hands

Are you going

back because I didn’t close my eyes? I wondered about his actions

But he tilted

his head and caain

Volker’s lips are surprisingly soft He lickedmy

lips? Noas probing n I should open my mouth? Really?

Volker pulled

back and looked at me with a heated half lidded eyes

Oh my, what a

sexy face

I love him so

much!

I opened my mouth

I was on his

knees again, and it was perfect

Volker smiled

happily with his lips against my hair

Oh, I didn’t know

kissing could ot swollen

The Royal

Guard sees, aren’t they?

(Zuben: Oh

Fredericka)

Zuben: So many

exclamation marks and ellipses It’s like everyone is in a state of hysteria

Even Volker

32 The Man’s

Jealousy (Zuben: Again)

‘Fredericka, I

want you to tell me truthfully…’

‘Yes…?’

I was resting

on his shoulder feeling rather floaty My tongue was still funny, I could still

speak, right?

‘With Eugene Cajés,

did you do things like this…?’

‘Eh?’

Did he mean,

sitting on the lap and kissing and hugging? Not even once He didn’t like me as

a woirlfriend In public, he barely let me hold his arm, and he

pretended to kiss me I hadn’t been believable as his fiancé I wonder if I had

been hated It h I had no charm as a woman It was like

exposing I was regarded as attractive (Zuben: Volker already gave you flowers

that said so)

‘I don’t know

what to do…’ Volker said takingweirdly

No, it is a

!

‘No please don’t

misunderstand! Volker is my first kiss Volker is the first person I’ve sat on

his lap Eugene hated me’

I could not

bear it if he had the wrong idea

‘He didn’t want

to be close to ot

angry…’

Volker looked

puzzled about what I was saying,

‘…what is wrong

with your breasts?’ he asked looking down at my chest Rather than from afar,

his hot gaze was put up close toa low cut dress

today, luckily Was it vulgar for a girl to tell a story of her breast? (Zuben:

Not if it is to the man who loves you)

Volker’s hand began

to ? (Zuben: Say it out loud, Fredericka) The

hands that had been holding an to move around my side and up to

under my breasts

‘Volker, what

is…?’

‘I’m sorry

Fredericka, I’uy I find the existence of any man who had touched

you before ’ (Zuben: ero oyaji, you didn’t know her then)

Volker

squeezed and lifted my breasts from the bottom

‘Ah~’

I tried to

escape, but his hands kept ene’s remarks were

not nice? But I don’t , but even so don’t rub it so much!