15 Chapter 15: (1/2)

”You look terrorized, little one. What is wrong?” Dylan asks me, running his hand over my shoulder when I jumped a little. My mind was still racing at everything that Agalana and Hrudra had shown me.

Oh, my innocence...

”I'm okay... Just a lot on mind right now.” I tell him truthfully, forcing my nervous stuttering to stay away so he couldn't question me any further. Though I was robbed of my oblivion, I was curious about his reactions to the things the women had done...

Would he even let me do those things?

”What is it? I know that expression, Khole.” He poked my nose making me laugh and move from my spot of the bed and motion him down beside me.

”Agalana and Hrudra taught me lots of things,” I tell him, feeling rather bold but I knew that he wouldn't laugh at me for anything I said or do. I can trust him.

”Oh yeah? And what have you learn?” He asks in a curious tone while sitting down beside me and peering at me with an unaware smile making me smirk at him.

”I've learned things like how to fight, not to stutter, and much things about autonomy,” I tell him, leaning on his shoulder as he c.o.c.ked his eyebrow at me in confusion.

”Autonomy?” He questioned, trying to figure out what I meant as I crawled over him and forced his attention to me once again. His eyes were staring deeply into mine, trying to figure out what my next move was while I ran one of my claws down his clothed chest.

”Yes. I have learned how to... please you. Without having s.e.x, of course.” I tell him, knowing he wasn't ready for s.e.x since he's made no other advancement towards me other than sweet kisses and bear hugs. It was getting harder and harder to not kiss him senseless, but I would wait for my demon.

However long I have too.

”H-Have you?” He chocked on his words, looking beyond shocked at my brave words when I nodded and ran a hand into his hair. It was adorable that he was so shy, not even days ago it was me who was shy.

”Yes. Agalana and Hrudra had taught me and shown me rather horrid things, but I wish to try things with you.” I told him truthfully, running one of my hands on his chest then back up. ”That's if you'll let me.” My eyes watched his while I ran my hand further down.

Before anything could happen, he s.n.a.t.c.hed my hand and held it tightly in his grasp. His eyes were dark and I wasn't sure if I had done something good or bad but my throat tightened in worry.

Had I been sent mixed signals...?

”Don't.” He croaks out, shaking his head in a jerky motion.

”But... I w”

”I don't want you touching me.” He says, his words hurting me as he placed me on the bed beside him and stood up quickly. His eyes didn't look into mine and the throbbing in my chest only seemed to cause more heartache. ”I'm going to go now,” Dylan spoke quickly, grabbing his jacket and hurrying out of the room.

Had I said something wrong?

Did I scare him off?

”Dylan! W-Wait!” I scrambled off the bed, running for the closing door as his shadow disappeared around the corner. ”Dylan!” My shout barely even reached my ears before I flung myself around the corner and down the stairs.

He threw the back door open while Agalana and Valrun sat on the ground with their weapons around them. They watched us and jumped to their feet when I hurled out of the door in time to grab his arm.

”I said wait!” I panted trying to get his attention on me but failing miserably. ”Dylan... Please look at me... Please.” I pleaded, my voice burning with agony though he remained staring away from me.

”Khole... Let him go.” A soft voice says behind me as I tightened my grip on his wrist and forced myself around him to stare up at him.

”Why did you r-run?” I ask softly, trying to hide my agony but failing yet again. ”Answer me!” My heart was beating so fast that it matched with the sound of my yell. It hurt so badly to see him so... cold.

”Kho... Come on.” Agalana whispers nearby as I ignored her yet again.

”Answer me. I am sick and tired of being left in the dark. I am not little or weak like before!” I yell at him, my hand shaking despite my words. ”I am a Valkyrie and they are strong. I train so you can finally be proud of me and yet you run away?” I ask with a humorless laugh, shaking my head in disappointment. ”I guess you have nothing to say since you truly do see me as a weakling.” I challenge him, knowing he hated being provoked in such a way.

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”You know what? Yes. I do think you are a weakling. All of those times anyone has ever hurt you emotionally or physically. You could never bring yourself to get revenge because you let people walk over you and that shows you are weak. I thought that maybe if I helped you then you'd become stronger but no. You've only grown into a pitiful girl who clings to everyone around her.” He snaps at me, his eyes blazing with sudden anger while mine filled with tears.