15 Chapter 15: (2/2)
But the words he uttered out were more hurtful than I could ever imagine.
”I guess we were never to be mates then,” I whisper, letting his wrist go and taking a shaking step away from him. He narrowed his eyes at me when a smile rose on my lips before a laugh left my lips, tears running down my cheeks. ”My life is f.u.c.ked because of you now!” I chuckled so more, wiping the tears away and crossing my arms across my chest. ”If you think that I will cry over you, I won't. You don't deserve my tears for playing me. Now I have a family. So leave us now.” Our glaring stares were full of pain, agony, and fury. Each of us too stubborn to look away.
Don't cry.
Don't cry.
Don't cry.
”Come on, Kho. There are more attractive men anyway.” Hrudra says emotionless, breaking our stare down when pulling me away with Agalana's help. Pairs and her mate, Hjala, remained outside while the other Valkyries followed us inside.
It hurt so badly that once the doors were closed, I doubled down to the ground in pain. Clutching onto my s.h.i.+rt with everything I had.
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”Kho.” I swung my blade down on the training dummy, not even thinking of training and just trying to cause as much damage as I could. ”Kho. Hey.”I felt someone touched my shoulder before I spun around and struck them.
My thoughts haywire and everything within me with a burning desire for Dylan to return home. The moon in the sky a deadly red but all I could think about what Dylan and his glorious body.
Agalana jumped out of the way before I could hurt her, my breathing heavy and p.i.s.sed with everything that happened the previous night. I'd never thought I'd feel so s.e.xually tense in all my life but d.a.m.n... did I.
”Cool it or else you'll kill it.” She jokes though I only gave her a grunt in acknowledgment and turned to the training dummy. ”Hey. Let's go out. I know you must be b.u.mmed that you can't get some hot booty like mine.” Agalana s.n.a.t.c.hed my blade from my hands before pulling me away from the lifeless dummy.
”I'm not going out to get someone to go down on me,” I growl at her, wis.h.i.+ng it was Dylan but hating that I wanted him just as much as before the fight. He destroyed all his chances to be with me.
”Why not? You just rejected the demon and are back in the game. You've got a smoking hot body and all supernatural would be up against you at any moment they got.” Agalana tells me seriously when I stopped and threw her arm away from me.
”Don't you get it? I wanted to give Dylan oral and he didn't even want that. What makes you think any other person would?” I question forcefully, not liking the idea of anyone other than Dylan with me. The thoughts angering me more since I still wanted him as much as I did even though he didn't want me.
”Okay. Okay. The ladies are going out for some men to spend the blood moon with. You alright hanging at home with hanging out with Hjala and Pairs?” She asks me in a worried tone when I s.n.a.t.c.hed my blade back from her and sheathed it with to much force. I felt the knife cut my leg, but for once I didn't care while walking away from her.
”Do whatever you must. I will remain here and continue my training.” I flick my hand with annoyance, not wanting to speak with anyone because I knew that talking about the subject would only anger me more.
Dylan didn't deserve me...
I hoped he rotted in h.e.l.l.
”Do you want to hang out Kho? It's only seven in the morning. We're leaving later today so I have time to be with you.” Agalana tells me, unaffected by my cold demeanor and walking beside me with a content smile. Clearly her thoughts completely somewhere else.
”It's fine. I wish to do some things and maybe ask Levi to put me under til tomorrow. Something is affecting me in the wrong way today and hopefully, it'll be better tomorrow.” I admit to her, knowing she'd lose her s.h.i.+t if I announced I was h.o.r.n.y for Dylan.
She'd demand I go with the others to find a man to be with, but I was still wis.h.i.+ng that Dylan would return any moment and we'd apologize. I shouldn't have pushed him, but he was a total a.s.shole about the whole situation.
”That's the moon, Kho. It causes mated women to grow needy and unmated women to search out for a night of pleasure. Thankfully it only happens twice a year so it wouldn't surprise me if you needed Dylan even after everything the a.s.shole did.” She sneers, on my side about everything making me smile softly and pat her shoulder.
”I will be fine. I've got things figured out. Just have fun tonight, alright?” I a.s.sure her with a gentle expression before turning away and walking towards the house.
”Well. Until I leave, we can hang out! We can watch movies!” Agalana cheers happily when I shook my head frantically.
”No p.o.r.n movies like last time.” I cancel out, her playful frown stretching on her gorgeous dark face.
”You're no fun.” She whines, hooking my arm with hers and directing me inside. Her excitement only made my mood lighten up. Even if it was only for a few hours.
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