C375 (2/2)
My father was not satisfied with this attachment. I told him about other people's mothers intentionally or unintentionally. He realized that in order to maintain his image, if his wife died and married another one, he might not be so obedient.
So for the mother's plan, he temporarily shelved. It was my first invisible resistance, and I was very excited, as excited as I had saved the world. ”
”My mother is very happy about it. She thinks she has changed me. But I still think her resistance is very stupid. There is nothing wrong with what her father said and did. Why can't she be as obedient as me, so that I can have a perfect home. ”
Pei Tianlang didn't care whether Gu Qianyou was listening or not. He fell into deep memories.
”When I was ten years old, I was still a hamster. I started to kill it step by step. My father was very happy and had a meal with me, but my mother cried at the dinner table. Her spirit was getting worse and worse. Last time I went to the parents' meeting, she began to shed tears for no reason.
My father was happy with this, and I knew he was destroying her in another way. I don't think so. I'm obedient to my father, and my mother can't resist. How nice such a perfect home is.
Later in life, I often saw her pacing anxiously in a certain place. I just thought that her condition had worsened. Finally, I found that it was one of the few times when she was sober. ”
Gu Qian was completely stunned. This was the darkness she had never touched and imagined.
”She cried more and more. In the last few years of her life, even when my father deprived her of her life, she yelled and stopped her. As a result, she was beaten severely. A few times even serious enough to send to the hospital for emergency treatment, I saw more than ten times, even I feel a little tired.
I remember that it was a sunny day. When I came home from school, I saw a figure standing on the roof. She stood on it with her arms open. She looked happy and relaxed as never before. She saw me, waved to me and jumped down.I don't know how to describe the feelings and pain at that time? Sadness? fear? Maybe both, but I think something tore me apart. This is the first time that I have seen human life disappear in front of my eyes. In a very heroic way, I have turned the original bright body into minced meat. ”
When his mother died in front of him, Pei Tianlang still seemed to recall the scene. ”The servant of the family rushed up, and I passed my mother's body. I sat alone in the empty house for a long time. In a trance, I saw her coming to me with a fruit tray. When I was about to pick it up, she disappeared again. I suddenly realized that my mother was dead She's dead, dead in the real sense. ”
I questioned my father for the first time. I didn't mean that her life was controlled. Why did she leave without permission?
after a long time, it was dark and the father came late. When he came back, even the blood stains on the door were washed away. He came back in a hurry, but the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were smiling. He said to me, ”are you happy, let's go The only person in the know who can't control himself is going to ruin. ”
Although he did not say it clearly, I know that there must be his handwriting in it. I looked at the person I was afraid of and suddenly wondered why he was not sad? Later, the police came, and he suddenly pretended to be melancholy and lonely. I began to be confused. When should I use what kind of expression? ”