C376 (1/2)

”For the first time, I doubted what he said. But I'm still afraid of him, like instinct. ” In such a big room, only Pei Tianlang's voice reverberated slowly, just like thick blood emitting blood gas.

”Then I received a letter. It was very strange and strange. It was sent to my school. It was not a letter, but a napkin. It was not black ink, but blood.” Although Gu Qian is not the party concerned, he can also know the horror and strangeness of the letter by imagination.

”It's the letter she left me. Every time she goes to the hospital, she plans to use napkin without paper, and prick her hand without pen. ”

Pei Tianlang opened his eyes, and his expression became very gentle. ”The content of the letter is like this. Tianlang, I hate the whole world, but the person I am most sorry for is you. It is I who let you experience these pains because I have been unfaithful. So I'm very anxious. I don't want you to become your father. I've used a lot of methods, but the effect is very little. ”

I want to let you know that the world is not what it looks like in the population. The beauty and tenacity of life is not in itself, but every life is trying to live. This is the real beauty. It is true that there are many dirty and disrespectful places in the world, but there are also places where sunshine can not be found ”

it is precisely because of these darkness that the value of sunshine can be highlighted. Your father, your obedient father, is the darkness that the sun cannot shine in. Mom, please, don't be like him.

I really don't know how to wake you up. This is my last resort

A thick pile of napkins inside such Braille, different sizes, extremely ugly, but let Pei Tianlang incomparably shocked.

”The one closest to me, died for me. Something slowly grew out of the cracks torn at that time, like a new bud. Although it was small, it opened a huge stone.

I'm angry, I hate, I hate the man who took my mother away from me. I want to kill him. ”

Gu Qian was very surprised. That lady Pei tried to pull Pei Tianlang out of the mire at the cost of her life. She must have never thought that he would sink deeper and deeper in heaven.

The so-called new shoots are not Pei Tianlang's desire for freedom, but his own understanding of his father's theory.

The great mother, self defeating, let her son go further and further.

In fact, it's normal for a child to be imbued with some very distorted thoughts during the formation of his consciousness and attitude towards the world. It's very difficult not to be crooked.

It's a pity that Mrs. Pei was a brilliant lady before she got married.

Pei Tianlang didn't take care of Gu Qian's ecstasy, and went on to talk about it.

”I began to plan how to kill him. First of all, I moved to school on the pretext of this. Then, intentionally or unintentionally, I showed that I was afraid of him in front of others. Gradually, rumors were everywhere in the school that he killed my mother. The rumors could not find the source, and the more they spread, the more outrageous they became. Besides, I didn't say anything.

However, I underestimated his sensitivity and ferocity. He just heard a little wind and locked me up in a small room without sunshine and sound for three days. I've tried a lot, and without exception, I've been beaten or punished. But it doesn't matter. I'm just publicizing his deeds in a different way.

He felt that I was escaping from his control more and more, and finally began to treat me in the way of my mother, leaving me under the illusion that I would be persecuted all the time. He said to me, ”I knew that you had the weak gene of that Beiju, how could I have a son like you?” With the words of such a curse, it is more and more intense electric shock

Pei Tianlang's beautiful but frightening eyes said, ”at that time, I was just 21 years old.”

I'm 21 years old. I'll find him in a year.

”During the spring festival that year, he still didn't give up on my training. He even asked me to look at my mother's picture and give me an electric shock. He wanted me to think of her as soon as I thought of her and the feeling of electric shock. He thought that this would restrain my” weakness ”in my bones.

I can't bear the burden, pretending to faint. When he unties me, I punch him to the ground, grab a handful of change on the table and run out. ”