C66 Even so … (2/2)
I saw that Qing Er's white and smooth face, under the starlight, was filled with tranquility and happiness. Under her slightly fluttering eyelashes, were moist eyes.
We hugged each other for a long time until Qing Er called out for her to go cold.
After separating, we all laughed. It was such a cold day, we didn't go back to our dorms. Why are we still freezing here in this world of ice and snow?!
In college, we didn't have single dorms, so we usually did at night, but now, it was different.
We held hands and returned to Qing Er's warm dorm.
”Qing Er, it's getting late, rest early. Tomorrow, we will return to our hometown together!” I said, as I always did, and began to make beds on the floor.
”feng-ge, don't!” Qing Er held out his hand to stop me. ”Don't sleep on the floor, let's … ”Let's sleep on the bed together …”
After Qing Er finished speaking, his face flushed red.
”This …” Just as I was hesitating, Qing Er had already tidied up the floor, and pulled my hand to the bedside: ”The weather is too cold, the tide on the ground, I want you to hug me and sleep …”
After saying that, Qing Er naturally took off her jacket, leaving behind only her long, autumn clothes as she coquettishly and shyly slipped into bed.
I took off my clothes and went to bed, wearing my long autumn pants.
Just as I got into bed, Qing Er's body leaned over, pressing her body against mine and at the same time extinguishing the bedside lamp.
Qing Er's arm was in my chest, his head was close to mine, and his mouth was panting beside my ear.
Qing Er stretched out my right arm, placed it on top of mine and leaned against my chest, curled up meekly like a kitten.
In the darkness, I felt Qing Er's body slightly tremble.
I also had a strange feeling. I had not been together with Qing Er for a long time, and now that I was together with him, I felt that they were both familiar and unfamiliar.
Qing Er's body smelled very good, the unique fragrance of a girl's body.
Qing Er had always been defending me as if I were jade, yet I had already been in a relationship with two women.
I felt very ashamed in my heart, and felt very apologetic to Qing Er. Originally, I was also a virgin, but when Qing Er wanted to keep her first marriage, she kept on insisting, while I broke my promise and squandered my first time without the slightest bit of stinginess.
In front of the pure Qing Er, I was ashamed.
I felt a wave of pity in my heart, and a wave of guilt. I caressed Qing Er's back: ”Qing Er, Big Brother is back, and will never leave Qing Er again …”
”Mm …” Qing Er replied softly, squirming in my embrace, obviously a little restless.
I patted Qing Er's shoulders. ”Darling, you must be tired, you must be tired, rest …”
”No …” Qing Er whispered.
”Mm …” Aren't you sleepy? ”
”Mm …”
”Oh …” Then just lie still in my arms, okay? ”
”No …”
Qing Er still appeared to be restless.
”Oh …” ”Then what do you want to do?”
”Mm …” ”You're bad, you're bad …” Qing Er arched his head into my embrace.
I suddenly realised and raised Qing Er's face. ”You … Do you want it? ”
I suddenly thought of this because I have been here before, I know Feng Qing, but Qing Er had never experienced this, although he wanted to, but he could not say it out loud, his actions became even shyer, at the same time, he did not know how to move.
”Mm …” feng-ge Scoundrel... ” Qing Er tenderly called out, and then put her head into my arms.
I raised Qing Er's face again. ”Qing Er, why?”
What I meant was naturally why Qing Er had to give up on his determination on this wedding night.
Qing Er looked at me: ”You … You don't want to be with me? ”
”It's not that you don't want to, I just want to know why you gave up your original plan and didn't adhere to it until the wedding night?”
”Why …” I just want to have a definite proof that I am completely at ease. ”
”What proof?” What do you mean, don't worry? ”
”Prove that you truly love me. Rest assured that you will never leave me again.”
”Why do you need to do this to prove it, and to be at ease?”