c3 (2/2)
”You must be sick and tired of me”
Theman
”I'm so sick and tired of you, I don't even knohat to say”
”But Please don't hate me”
He covered his lips He touched hier refused Kouichi, who desired him with ferocity of a storm Slowly, little by little, he accepted Kouichi
The light shi+ning through spaces between the curtains was too bright Foreign scentof an unfa he wondered what the heck it was, and puzzled over it with his hand The gentle curves reain yesterday night
He gently lifted the sheet It was definitely theHis eyelids were a little red He didn't kno to do it, so the man was in a lot of pain yesterday, but when he forced hiood that his eyes couldn't focus, but the
His body overlapped the sleeping forhs He touched and then gently squeezed it The man squirmed, and then opened his eyes
”Whatare you doing?”
The man tried to twist away
”It still hurts”
He tightened his hold Thebecaain, and started to have scarlet tinge to it
”Cut that out It's already light outside”
”I want to see you”
The man started to protest, but he lifted him up to his lap and made him face him
”No, I don't like this”
He kissed hiently patted his behind The ain When he explored the inside with his fingers, pain crossed his face and he tightened up He tried to loosen hi for him to soften
”Lift your waist up a little bit”
Theto cry, but he sat up He wrapped his arms around the man's waist so that they would overlap ht him down, the man easily sed Kouichi His eyes met the man's eyes
”Somehow, I think I became weird”
”Why”
”I'”
He moved his waist The man let out a small cry and moved his body backwards He kissed the ends of his chest He thought his red, sensitive nipples and theinto his stomach were all erotic and beautiful
He usually hts Kouichi made an excuse that he had work so he couldn't make it the other days, and the man believed that lie without any suspicion at all
They made a date the week before and met one week afterwards They repeated it Every Saturday night, they spent the entire night holding each other They didn't need aords that took time
His body had been stiff the first tither, the ently seduced him
When they met, as if to make up for the time they haven't seen each other, the man chattered about this and that to Kouichi He didn't know his man was such a talkative creature
The man seemed hesitant to do so, but he learned little by little how to act childish to Kouichi If he wanted Kouichi to touch hied him for it He seemed to be aware of that, because he muttered as if embarrassed, ”I've never acted like this to anyone else before”
That made him feel embarrassed yet happy Thefluidly held, he see, too Now that the , there was absolutely no need for him to continue to lie
But the ain and again, five year difference is like nothing, but the man just uneasily ser than him, and a student at the school he teaches on top of that
He was not soh off the ten year difference and enjoy the secret love between a student and a teacher He was so concerned about how others were thinking; there was no way in hell that he would tell hih school student
He didn't think he could continue to keep his secret, but he wanted to avoid telling hih school
”There's a kid in my school who has the saht ca held by Kouichi After sex it was hard to ers through his hair fondly
”I'e of him so I don't kno he looks, but the name and the way it's spelled and pronounced are all same”
He stiffened The
”Are you that surprised?”
TheAs if trying to hide his shock, he kissed the man
”Don't go easy on him just because he has the same name”
The hed a little at Kouichi's words
”No way Uuys look anything alike”
His eyes had absolutely no suspicion of hihtly held him No matter how many times he held him, no et rid of this anxiety in his heart
If the ain and again The man would say, 'Let's break up' If he only says he wants to break up, that wouldn't be so bad He would have a chance to talk it over with hi that he could do He's someone who ran away from his first love because he had been so crushed with his own feelings, not even bothering to try to confess to hiain He would be abandoned The thought made him sad
Kouichi knew thehi ahen he discovered his lies
He couldn't think of any solutions No matter what he did, the ten year difference would not disappear, and he would be found out someday So he wanted to hurry up and become an adult He wanted to beco to him No matter what anyone said, no matter what anyone did, he would be able to protect the man to the end He wanted to hurry and become that kind of an adult
”How many was that?”
Kaki, as Kouichi sat with pissed look on his face
He glanced at his interested friend
”The third one”
”I take it that you rejected her again Don't you feel like it's a waste?”
”Not really”
Kouichi settled deeply into his chair and pushed backwards The pipe chair couldn't handle his weight andnoises It has been about two ot confessed to often by girls All in a row, on top of that It had never happened before, so it was really weird
”I think you've soed”
To Kouchi who cocked his head, Kakih in his voice, ”Not that your face changed or anything, but how should I put it Like, you've beca?”
He so out with the irl, but noas just annoying He lifted his head at a presence and was startled
Endou was quietly listening to the two's conversation, one of her hands on Kouichi's desk
”Um I just need a second”
Uncertain fingers pulled at Kouichi's shi+rt sleeve
Kouichi slowly stood up
”Are you still dating him?”
”So like that”
Endou dragged Kouichi to the center garden, which was a prohibited area Even though it was prohibited area, there was a chair probably made out of marble under a shriveled up wisteria tree
”Oh”
Endou sat on top of the chair, which was covered with dried leaves
”You've becah you're not Or ood”
Her tone sounded challenging
”But” Endou looked up at Kouichi ”Just what part of him do you like?”
He didn't have to ask, what part of whom?
”Everything”
Endou approached Kouichi and slapped hi that wouldnoise
”What an idiot”
Endou was the one who hit him, yet she was the one who looked like she would cry
”I didn't tell anyone”
Endou's shoulders trelared at Kouichi
”Don't look down on me, idiot”
His heart ached as he looked at her running back He finally realized why she had called hiirls, except Endou did not say the words ”I like you” that troubled Kouichi
”Why did Endou call you out?”
”Nothing”
He was cold to the audience who asked hifully
”Sato you”
Tanaka waved and called hi lunch hour, he stood up
”Who is it?” he grumbled Tanaka cocked his head
”I don't know I heard our homeroom teacher asked him”
At the unhelpful words, he stepped out to the corridor, sighing heavily
Their eyes s didn't move His lover's eyes took on a color that he had never seen before If he had to describe it, it would be grey A steel grey
”I saw you at the garden I was hoping that I had seen wrong, so I came here, but”
His voice was quiet
”I see, finally Why you never told ether, and also why you wouldn't want to talk about your work”
”That's”
”Here's hand-outs that Iwaave to me Please hand it out to everyone before the classes are over”
His tone was gentle, but his teeth had been clenched He shoved the print-outs at Kouichi and turned away
”Hold on!”
His hands slipped at his hurry The papers scattered to the floor While he had been trying to pick theht
”What are you doing?”
While he was picking the papers up, one by one, he became numb He was so anxious that his palms became all sweaty, yet his head was blank
”HEY!”
At the angry shout, he cahtly smacked Kouichi's head
”Stop spacing out Who's that?”
”That's”
His lover It was his lover as timid and sweet like a bunny It was the worst scenario possible His vision darkened The dizziness made him want to throw up
”Don't say crap like you're going out with him”
It was a question Kaki like ice
”Yeah”
”What the hell are you thinking?”
”Shut the fuck up!”
”You shut up You can't figure out anything unless I tell you”
”I know! I know he's a man, I know he's a teacher and I know he's ten years older thanwell!”
He gathered himself into a ball and covered up his ears He didn't want to hear anything He didn't want to say anything
”You're weird”
If I'lared at Kakimoto
He shoved his shoulder aside and entered the classroonored hiht it was useless explaining to someone who could never understand him
Only one o, I think This part is personally my favorite :O :O :O