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[Konohara Narise] Sleeping Bunny (Part 3)
Oct 8th, 2008 at 3:58 PM
Translating novels take too much time Hahaha XD XD XD
They kissed every ti frohtly many, many times, it felt insufficient so their kisses became deeper and deeper
When he wrapped his tongue around the man's, he wanted to know more about deep inside of hi about him More, more Like a spoiled child, he wanted reedy
He had a date with the man in the afternoon So as soon as his Saturday afternoon classes were over, Kouchi grabbed his bag and stood up But someone stood in his way so he couldn't hurry out
”Just give me few seconds”
It was Endou Until recently he thought her huge eyes were the cutest thing in the world, but now they just looked dumb He learned that there were eyes that made his heart beat much more faster than hers ever could
”Sorry, but I'm busy”
Thus refusing, he stepped aside However, he stopped when he felt her clutching at hi on to Kouchi's elbow
”Did you pro out with someone?”
”Uh, yeah I'd feel bad if I made them wait”
Endou stared into Kouchi's eyes
”Who are you ?”
He told her that he was busy, but ignoring hiirl in front of hi to really annoy him
”What's it to you? You don't know them, Endou”
”You're going to meet Mr Takahashi+, aren't you?”
She suddenly got right into the heart of the matter No one should know about this secret He didn't tell even Kakimoto that the man was their school's teacher He couldn't lie for few minutes Kouichi stared at Endou's forehead as if he wanted to bear a hole into it His throat felt dry
”What the hell are you talking about?”
”You shouldn't lie I saw you last time”
He was scared to hear exactly what she saw What did she find out? Endou innocently smiled
”I saw Sensei and Satoht before, right?”
Kouichi grabbed Endou's ared her to the northern stairhere people rarely came There were still people left in the classrooht hear them
”So you guys ARE going out The person who sent you that letter was Sensei, right? Why didn't you tell me?”
She pretended that she was lared at Kouchi
”Just what uy? Or did you always swing that way, Satomi?”
Endou's blunt words caused pain in his heart Of course he wouldn't like a man He came to love him because it was HIM He couldn't help but be attracted to him
”Tell ht to hear it”
”I don't want to talk about it,” he shortly replied Endou wanted to hear it half-jokingly Her eyes were full of interest Just what did she want to do after hearing his story? Or did she just want to be entertained? The thought hed when Kouichi clammed up
”Okay If Satoo ask Sensei”
”Hold on a second”
He grabbed Endou's wrist when she turned She's going to ask thatabout Kouchi being a student, nor the fact that Kouichi already knew about his lies If he learned the truth this way, even HE would be angry
”No, letme!”
He didn't let go of her arm
”Don't even think about asking hiive you”
”What's with you? Looking all scary like that What's wrong anting to hear what happened?”
”Anyway, just don't”
Endou sniffed
”Oh, , you're SERIOUS about this That's kind of sick Doesn't it feel disgusting to kiss with a guy?”
It felt like soht it would be really sick, too But he really, really wanted to kiss hi about it He easily crossed his own taboo He kissed hiic But fro but disgusting She'd never understand how Kouchi felt
He didn't want to talk to Endou any more Kakimoto's words popped into his mind
[You shouldn't play around with someone who's serious]
He knew that too well He understood what he meant now
”If you don't tell oing out with a guy--our school teacher on top of that”
Endou , but Kouchi did not have the presence of mind to just accept it as a joke
He grabbed Endou's are eyes tre in sharply
”I'd never forgive you”
Her thin face slowly paled
”Why did you become so serious? What a moron”
Her voice shook She tried to act tough, but he could tell she was scared He knew that, but he didn't care He roughly thren Endou's school uniform jacket Endou looked at her jacket on the floor, disbelief written across her face, but she looked more and more like she would cry until she collapsed to the floor
He left the crying feer blazed in his heart
The ht away that Kouichi was in a bad mood He didn't pay attention to the , his replies were half-hearted Kouchi hihtly tried to strike up a conversation again and again, but when Kouichi didn't respond at all, he stopped talking
Even at the movie theater, Kouchi didn't say even one word to theat thelunch ti He had been beastly No ry he was, he couldn't believe he'd be so awful to a girl He felt disgusted at his reaction and violent response
What upset him even more was Endou's words
'Are you for real? That's totally gross'
Her half-amused eyes It felt as if she had raised her nails and scratched at his heart with all her strength He finally learned his lesson after he became the 'victim' and became depressed
He had been no different, if not worse He had beencruelly If he had not met this man and totally became obsessed with him, if he had not fallen in love, he was sure he would've been still laughing
Eyes full ofhe did was to fall in love, but that was enough to tear hi But he didn't want to stop loving him
I left et the man I fell in love with, the man said He had no idea how he felt as he made that decision, but did he became sad and cry? Kouichi suddenly realized that he was jealous of the man's first love that he had never even met, and he bitterly smiled
They always parted at Kase Station The man and Kouichi sloalked down the sidewalk illuh it wasn't very late, when they came out after the movies it had became completely dark
While Kouichi was thinking about variou things by himself, the man's expression slowly crumpled By the ti his face towards him
In front of Kase Station, Kouichi stopped walking The man also stopped
”Aren't you going to buy your ticket?” The rabbed the man's hand The startled o of him
”I want to go to your home”
The man looked surprised, and then he lowered his head
”It's too late today”
He had been clearly refused
”Just for a little while”
”My room is dirty Can't you come next time?”
His voice sounded like a sigh
”What are you going to do if I say that if you don't take ain?”
The man looked up at Kouichi His eyes looked sad
”Are you threatening me?”
He didn't answer He learned exactly how to act and how to talk so that the ht it was only te an advantage of his knowledge, but
”Just for a little bit, then” Theat all
The aparth made out of concrete, and the man had a room on the second floor He slowly climbed the dimly lit staris after the man
The room was s was situated, and connected to that was japanese style rooanized neatly and there wasn't even dust on the floor
Even though it was a narrow rooe bookcases, and it was crammed with literature and new novels
”Wow, look at all those books”
”It's my hobby I'll make you come coffee so sit and wait,” the man coldly said and disappeared to the kitchen He chased after hied him from behind
He dropped the kettle to the sink, and upset the water inside Only sound of water flowing filled the room
”What are you going to do if I say I don't want to go back?”
The man started to tremble
”You can't do that”
He didn't say no Sudden desire filled his body It ht have been only bravado He forced him to turn around and when he tried to push hihtly held him
”Can I kiss you?”
”No”
”Why?”
Their lips were not even 10cm away from each other He stiffened in his ar his look, he kissed hiue inside
The man tried to pull away, but he held him and continued He searched for the ue around the ue inside Like a coerced, tiny child, the man hesitantly responded to Kouichi
He wanted to see hies, he loosened the buttons on his shi+rt When he made a direct contact with his skin, he juentle with his touches, he started to touch hih the fabric of his cloth The man suddenly started to protest As if it had all been part of a nightmare, he started to squirm and push away violently, so Kouichi had no choice but to let go of the man
”How come?”
The athered his partially opened shi+rt and covered hisa little
”Don't you want to do it with me?”
”I can't,” the man replied in a small voice
”How come”
”I can't”
No matter what he asked him, the man would only say that he couldn't After few e of simple words, the man finally clutched his head He wasn't sure why he was hesitating, but he gently hugged the man Of course theto do anything else, he soon calently patted his cheek and his head, and like soothing a baby he patiently waited He waited until the ain
After a long tiently stopped his caressing fingers
The man put a little distance between himself and Kouichi
”I've lied to you all this time”
The htly closed his eyes
”My name and the fact that I told you I'm a office worker it was all a lie”
He opened his eyes as if he wanted to see Kouichi's reaction His face was pale
”Why did you lie?” he gently asked, so that the
”I' hated by so out with so up with hie, I've never dated anyone before I thought that was fine Anyway, I knew that I couldn't love normally”
The man looked like he didn't want to hear his own voice, and covered his ears
”I've told you before, haven't I? About my friend, whom I had a crush on He married When I heard about that, that really was a shock When I thought about how only I would be all alone from now on, too, I couldn't stand it; I was so lonely So I've sent a letter to thatBut you were five years younger thanwould work out well, so I lied without thinking about it too much”
The man had his head lowered A droplet of tear dripped down his cheek
”But that won't work any longer No et hurt I think about you every day I can't even concentrate on my work Today you were so cold to ed yourto drive oing to happen to me”
He eain and again, tightly holding him