2 Chapter 2 - Past is Pas (1/2)

I got up of bed and got ready to eat my breakfast despite its already 4 in the afternoon. Since all the unhappy event that happened in my past I've developed a trauma and insonmia from it. Sometimes just seeing the pictures of the people that hurt me will cause my chest to pain and I would have problem breathing. To avoid this I avoid all social media so I can no longer see them.

I opened up the laptop to play one of my favorite korean show. As I watch the show, eat my food and laugh at the content of the show deep inside I was unhappy that my life is life this. I was living a great life before but now everything are gone. As soon as I finished my food I took a quick shower and went back to my bed.

Its already been 2 months since my ex has cheated on me. Despite him telling me he'll stay single I know it all bullsh*t. So after a long time I opened my account and saw a message from a friend that the b*tch that stole my man counted having a disgusting relationship with my ex and they had the full support of there workmates. So I replied to my friends message as I saw all the picture she send me about my ex.

[I see he does not regret anything at all]

[I know right... Gosh, the scan of there team are just amazing.] she replied.

[What am I gonna do, I still believe in him and wish he'll return. Despite all of this I wish for him to comeback. We been together for years was it not worth it?]

[Ange forget about him, there are so many fish in the sea. You are too beautiful to waste you time on him.]

What Em said was true, I was too beauty to be with him. He was not attractive at all not was he tall and appealing. I only like him because with all the guys that courted me, he showed the most effort in the end.

[But its so hard to get over.]

[The past is always hard to forget but you will be fine. Don't worry I'll be here :)]

[ ^-^ Thanks Em your the best.]

Before I was about to log out I received another message from a friend.

[Ange long time no speak, how are you? Can't believe he did that to you. But forget about him. Anyways, are you free? Let have coffee sometime. I've miss you already.]

I was shocked to see the message, it was my friend King. During my relationship with all my exes he was the one who was beside me during my journeys. He also knew all the guys I've dated and he knew all of them were jerks but kept quite to himself.

[King I've missed you too. Sure, I'll message Ma first to see if she good with it. I'll text you if I'll go to the city then. ♡]

[Okay, sure... Tell Auntie I said Hi. Message me okay? Bye see you soon]

[Sure thing, Bye]

I logout of my account and opened another SNS account with is only friends with Ma. Before I called here I checked with google to see what time it is there then I called her.

”Ma, how ya?”

”I'm good, just got back from work.”

”Oh, okay... Anyways, King said Hi, also I planned to meet King tomorrow is it okay.”

”Oh, thats good King contacted you. Sure, good ahead. Its time for you to let go of the past and start new anyways.”

”Hmmm, yeah... sure... okay bye!”

”bye!”

After I ended the call with Ma I prepared all my thing for tomorrow since I know I wont be able to sleep tonight and will only get some sleep on the way to the City. Late that night me and my brother started playing games all night. Both of us were just in chill life for now. Me being jobless and was unable to finish university while my brother laziness and did not complete his training. But despite all of that Ma and grandmother did not let us go and still supported us.

The next day

I was already on the bus and was feeling sleepy already. I only slept for 3 hours before getting up. I sat comfortably and relax my self to sleep. Since its a 2 hours journey to the city.

After 2 hours I arrived in the city. I was suppose to meet King in a coffee shop. Since he still has work I arrived at the coffee shop 30 minutes early. Since I was hungry and haven't had breakfast nor lunch. I order a cold choco and sandwich to eat. Then I sent a message to King informing him I was there already.

30 minutes later

[OMW ^-^]

I received a message from King and did not bother to reply. I ordered another cold choco to drink since I was really dehydrated today and hot even though the air condition was in front of me.

[ Picture of the front door of the coffee shop ]

What the heck. I said to myself. I laughed to myself and run outside to great him as I hugged him tightly.

”King, I've missed you. King... It... hurts... I... I... was...” I could not longer finish telling him how I felt. In the end tears were falling down my face. As he embrace me tightly to avoid people from seeing my crying face.

”Come on, that enough... You've cried for weeks for him and now your crying for him again.”