55 Words not taken back (2/2)

Seb immediately turned with anger and pulled on her hand with a jolt. It proved nothing against Iven's inhumane grip.

”Let go!!!”, Seb spoke angrily.

”Everytime, each time I give into you”, Iven talked without turning back at her with a roaring voice,”Who allowed you to decide for us? After everything I did for you, you dare treat me like trash?

I won't let you off so easily!!!”

Saying Iven pulled hard at her hand to Seb's amazement and dragged her along with him.

No matter how much Seb protested and tried, he didn't even look back at her as he dragged her mercilessly. He has never been this heartless before.

He has had enough of making up to her each time!!!

He didn't care even if she was injured, her words made him lose the best of him.

This time, he had totally metamorphosed into Lucifer!

Seb stood no chance against him at all!!!

Erica still stood motionless, engulfed by a sudden wave.

Her surroundings was black, with no idea what just happened.

She needed time to recollect her thoughts from such a blow.

She slit through the wall, trying to clear all the thought accumulated in her head.

Only a layer of tears spread over her eyes as she hid her head between her knees.

she was left completely alone and hollow in a moment.

...........

Iven crashed through the green room door. It was empty since everyone had left.

He pulled Seb through the door and almost threw her to face him.

Seb had started to lose sense over her leg since Iven's pace made her wound open up again.

It was bleeding through the bandages.

But Iven had no notice over it.

Seb stepped towards him and pushed on Iven's chest pretty rough due to anger,”What the hell you think you're doing?”.

”You treat me such because of her”, Iven was still trying to maintain his peace. No way he could vent it out on her,”How ungrateful can you get?”.

”Eric didn't deserve that treatment from you too! How could you say all those to her?”, she punched the table.

”Me? From what I see, you've keeping her in the dark”, Iven has never been so harsh to Seb,”She didn't even know about us. It was bound to come up one day Belle, be it me this time!”

”No!!!”, Seb denied,”It should have been me! Even if it was you, the way you talked to her...she's not me who can take all abuses coming from you!”.

”Now you're bringing that up?”, Iven said.

”You brought it up!”, Seb replied.

”If I haven't said it to her...”, Iven went on,”...you think she won't be hurt more if she had discovered it herself?”.

”You have no rights to say”, Seb threw a disgusted look.

”Nobody knows it better than me, you taught me well”, words slipped from Iven's mouth.

Seb lost her trail of voice.

she stared blank at him.

So that was what he really felt.

All this while I was just making him suffer, and nothing else.

Iven had no change of expression

Seb claimed back her mind and nodded at his words once,”That's it then, you don't have to force yourself to be with me anymore”, and saying she started making her way through the door.

But Iven wasn't ready yet.

He stood right in the way.

As soon as Seb approached, he clasped on her shoulders and pushed her back hard enough to make her stumble upon her feet.

Fortunately Seb regained her balance over her weak leg, when she heard a loud noise before her.

Iven had kicked off a chair before him and was rushing at her with no bounds rage.

His temper gave up on him totally as something unstable possessed him.

He had turned invulnerable!!!

Seb gasped and tumbles 2 steps backward.

But before she could escape, Iven had already cornered her and was right in front of her face.

He punched the wall behind her which shook the whole room!

”What makes you think that I'll allow you to?”, he said close to her ears with a deep voice.

Seb was breathing heavily with fast heartbeats.

Iven had never been like this before, not even when they first met.

”I've had enough now”, saying Iven totally launched himself on Seb.

He clutched her chin forcefully and turned her to face him.

Then he pressed his lips against hers, leaving every inch of decency behind.

He wasn't kissing her, he bit against her lips with his sharp canines.

Seb tried to scream out in pain, but her voice was muffled with Iven's mouth on it.

She had lost all her wits to fight back without any clear head.

she continuously punched Iven to back off on his shoulders, but he grabbed on her wrists with one hand and placed it above her head.

She was completely helpless against him.

This brought back every single memory which she had a hard time forgetting, she failed. She failed in changing him. Rather, she brought him back more unstable.

This isn't Iven,....this was Lucifer!!!

”Don't.....Iven please....”, but Iven ignored her pleas as he turned around her face and attacked on her neck.

Her lips were bleeding already as he bit on her neck ferociously.

Seb clenched on her teeth.

She couldn't do it.

It was all her fault again.

He wouldn't be like this if she had not entered his life.

Then she didn't have to undergo it.

This time, she didn't care any thing of her, the horrible way she was being ravished, her open pains....nothing.

The only regret, she couldn't make Iven hers.

He's been the same this whole time.

It was just a delusion.

As soon as she realized it, she stopped resisting him anymore.

Only she uttered one single word which put an end to such torture,”...sorry...”.

And history repeated itself.

Even last time, this wasn't the reaction Iven expected.

This girl, under every rash situation, will say such things which will eventually stop him.

This makes him feel guilty all over again.

Even though the victim is the one who apologizes.

Seb, never does what she's supposed to. And Iven gives in after being portrait-ed like the perpetrator each time.

This time too, he immediately stopped after that one whisper!

He released every contact from her body and looked straight in to her shiny eyes, then all the wounds he just implemented on her.

”Why?”, came his faint voice full of guilt.

Seb wiped off the blood from her lips and spoke,”Because I had no idea that that me being with you will only stimulate you to be like this”.

”Like what?”, Iven swallowed,”...a beast?...a monster?.....Lucifer?”.

Seb just looked away with a slight sob.

”The get out from my life so that I can be what I was once”, Iven spoke in fits on the moment, suddenly realizing the meaning which he didn't even mean at all.

Just hours ago they longed for each other's company, and what are they saying now?

Was it out of emotion or diverted by anger?

who was to blame?

Circumstances represented it all wrong!

Both of them recalled the moments a while ago and tried to prove it false with everything in their power, to believe it has never happened, to take back their words, but were forbidden.

What once said can't be taken back.

Iven stared at Seb and backed off from her, clutching at his hair. He saw how pitiful he had left her, yet again.

Seb had folded and covered herself with her hand as she slowly reached for the exit.

Before she passed Iven, who was lost in the words he just spoke, she said without eye contact,”I've only failed you miserably Iven, I'm sorry. You can do better without me in your life”. and the

slamming of the door was heard.

Iven quickly turned back,”Belle....”, he called.

But even if he wanted to make amends from his side first like other times, it was too late.

Seb was already gone!!!