10 The wings ripped off (2/2)
She managed to blurt a few words before she was going to give up her pride completely.
”Are you really gaining a lot from this all?” She looked into Lucifer's eyes ,”Forcing yourself on an already injured girl, is it really that soothing to you? If the things I did was so offending that you're making me go through this.....then.....forgive me!!!”
Saying Seb closed her eyes tight, clenched her teeth and her face fell beside. She didn't want Lucifer to see her violated self. She awaited for the next wave of pain.
Lucifer kept on staring with a expressionless face. He tried his best to deny what he had just heard, but couldn't. Suddenly, the face of the one in front of him, whom he just violated so awfully, appeared so manipulative and pitiful. He actions appeared so sinful to him, which he claimed to have been gaining pleasure from a while ago.
Did she just apologized after getting ruefully abused???
Lucifer gasped on his words but couldn't say anything. What is she!!!
A voice ordered in his head suddenly, ”ENOUGH!!!.....Stop it...stop this nonsense immediately!!! This is not you Iven!!! What on earth are you doing? Don't you recognize the person you're violating? You've been completely swallowed by your pride!!!....Immediately get your hands of her”
Lucifer didn't argue with his conscience. His hold loosened.
Seb opened her eyes as a reaction to the unexpected thing. She watched as he removed his hands from her wrists. He looked away and sat upright, breathing hard. Sweat tripped from his locks. He was still on top of Seb. They exchanged an awkward look and he immediately jumped of Seb and sat at the edge of the bed. He kept on staring down and ran his hand through his hair. Drops of sweat scattered around.
Seb was totally surprised by the sudden change of mind of this beast. But she didn't sit up to check. She couldn't. Her courage and strength, both were gone. She only could praise her luck to be out of the torture.
She managed to clasp herself, brought her knees up to her chest and laid snuggled o herself. She grew so weak that she couldn't even pull up the quilt to cover herself and protect from the cold.
Lucifer was breathing heavily. His jaw tightened, being clueless what to do next.
He let out an angry grunt and finally stood up. Then he turned towards Seb. He couldn't believe what he just saw and what he has done!!!
Both arms of Seb were bruised black. That too in such a short time duration.
It showed that he overdid it. He underestimated his own strength. He applied more than enough force on her.
What the heck has he done!!! He cursed himself. He went on staring at her.
Seb felt his gaze on her and grew uncomfortable. She cuddled more and shrank to the most little size possible.
Lucifer's expression grew angrier. He pulled up the quilt and threw it on Seb carelessly. For then, that's the thing he thought would be best to do. Turning around, he left the room with huge steps.
Seb didn't try to judge anything. She was in no situation too to even use her mind and brain. She was little glad though that he showed enough etiquette and kindness to let her not die from the severe cold. She had no thoughts of escaping when chanced offered. She didn't try to think of the still existing pain in her body. She didn't think of what will happen to her next. She just wanted to go to sleep. She felt so tired.
It was not only her ego which was broken. It has been smashed to pieces, including her whole self , which had been shattered as well.