23 their smiles are irritating.. (2/2)

It was almost 6 in the evening. Thoughts were clouded on my mind. I was getting more and more irritated by seeing their stupid smiles.

'why do you even care.. hah?' i asked myself standing up from the couch. It was always the same. Whomever i was close to, left me when i needed them the most. First my mom left me in this world suffering alone. After that my dad abandoned me. And when i decided on being alone, jimin entered accepting me in every way. 'Also that crackhead' coming up to me with that bright smile of hers. These both are leaving me too. 'what was i even expecting?' i pulled up my jacket.

'i was never like this? Then why do i feel strange?' i plugged my earphones.

Yes, i should pull myself together. Its fine. I'm fine on my on.

Afterall, in the end, I'm going to be alone.

There are all of the same kind.

'why did i even trusted them? Why did i even get closer to them?' i thought stepping out of the building, leaving everyone behind.

Like i care? Hah..

Why did i even chosed to walk on that path? Why i acted so indifferent??

I never tried to choose a different path, To walk down an unfamiliar road.

Coz i knew that I'll get lost and there was no one who will find me. Who will save me.. who will approach me. Who will call my name.

I was meant to be alone for whole of my life. Because I'm different from them.

I have decided now.. I'll try to be my old self. I'll avoid them... I'll stay alone.. I'll not care about anything... Yes, I'll be the selfish me.

I'll stay away so that i won't feel this pain again.

I was getting myself ready and that was when....

”Mr. Min... ” A voice stopped me.

And that was when.. you called my name..