23 their smiles are irritating.. (1/2)

Yoongi's point of view

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(Read this slowly)

”They look happy,

together,

without me” i murmured. I wasnt able to concentrate on what they were saying.

Their smiles were bright and it was....Bothering me.

Why? I wondered.

Was i like this, Everytime?

Maybe i was.

I never cared about anyone else. Rather they were happy or not. I was always away from all those emotions.

Then why? Why am i feeling a bit of pain in the heart right now?

Y/N with other members accompanied me by the couch. They asked her to join them with the editing. They asked me the same. I wanted to refuse but i agreed when she insisted.

'that is so stupid of me.' i sighed.

But i figured out after sometime that they didn't need me. They never needed me anyways. I sat on the side of the couch, looking at them laugh at Jin's another dad jokes. 'what was so funny about it.'

Looking at them, i felt empty somehow. I feel like i was being left out. But when did i started caring about this things? Wasn't i always alone?

Oh yeah.. i just forgotted that it was always like this.