177 Forgiveness (1/2)

XuanRong's body once again stiffened when she felt Xu Fei Yi's hot breath between her neck and shoulder. All the hair in her body stood up, feeling the tingling of her skin. She could not help but blush as Xu Fei Yi tightened his embrace while asking for forgiveness.

XuanRong bit her lips, trying to sort out not only her feelings but also her thoughts.

Xu Fei Yi lied to her. He pretended to be a fool and made her think that he had a mentality of a child. He led her on, making her dance in his palm.

Was she angry?

Yes. She wanted to burn him alive.

He almost forced himself onto her, disregarding her refusal. He acted like a beast in heat, which made her recall those unwanted memories she tried to forget.

Was she angry?

Yes. She wanted to slit his throat and kill him immediately.

She treated him wholeheartedly, loved him like a true sibling, trying to fill the gap her master left in his heart, but in the end, he betrayed her.

Was she angry?

Yes. She wanted to curse him in all eternity.

She was grateful because he had saved her multiple times. He was her benefactor, her savior. He was the only one who showed compassion towards her during the darkest moment of her life. She placed him on the highest pedestal but in the end, she found out that he was only toying with her feelings, teasing her whenever he had the chance.

Was she angry?

Yes. She was angry to the point of being mad.

But….. XuanRong also felt relieved and happy.

The complexity of her emotions, even XuanRong could not understand herself.

”I'm sorry.”

Xu Fei Yi's voice once again rang in her ears.

XuanRong sighed.

Since she could not understand herself, she had decided to follow her heart and admit all the emotions she felt. The unknown feelings she had for him, XuanRong had decided to accept it, not planning to hide or reject it.

Thus, after a couple of breath's time, the silent XuanRong finally spoke.

”…Okay.”