Chapter 224 - Past Life Crush (1/2)

Michelle woke up with a clothes on, she looks at her surrounding and saw Jomel is sitting in front of her. She is very embarassed, she might be looking crazy last night but she knew what she is doing.

”Don't worry it's not your fault” Jomel said to her as an assurance that he didn't mind and its not a big deal for him.

She is innocent and jomel thinks that he is even at fault because she is being used as a bait or a kidnap for the succubus to capture him, Jomel notcied that the succubus is gone away now.

Michelle had bad childhood, and she knew that she won't have a child or carry one made her embarassing expression disappeared in an instant.

She had an infertility problem, and she thought that she shouldn't act like that because that guy in front of her is a tamer.

She think adoption is a great option, but it's not for her, at least not right now.

Her fiance and she broke up over our infertility issues, so she took a deep dive into depression and uncertainity.

She changed her life since then and while it's a good life with lots of traveling adventure and freedom, it totaly lacks the (not only financial) security she needed to raise a child.

It was still that, she wanted to have a child.

Also - and she is not proud of it but she can't change her feelings - it still hurts so bad.

She is very happy for those of my friends who have children but she can't be around their children much.

She didn't want to hold them or care for them or get attached.

It makes her remember very dark times where she is very close to ending it all.

She always wanted children and being infertile shattered her life to the core.

She still need therapie to get over the experience, and she always love to talk to other people who had similar experiences.

Just like madam zenobia, things may change and adoption could be on table again, but it's not for now.

She is very close to madam zenobia because she is also like her, and infertile woman.

”Let's go to your doctor, she must be crazy thinking where'd we go.” Jomel interrupted her, but didn't even look at her expression, his face is straight.

She is not a virgin anymore, so jomel assumed that its okay, maybe he will just let her ask him any request she wanted as a payment and grant it on her.

He had no idea what to do to make it up to her, he also embarassed to the fact that they enjoyed their love making so much.

He tried looking at her one last time and then he saw her ex pression, something clicked on his mind, like 'this is familiar' he muttered.

In his past life, well he kinda had a crush on his classmate, she is a not so pretty girl but he had no idea why he had a crush on her, still he had a crush on her, but he didn't know how she felt about him.

His friends all said she liked him, but they didn't know her very well. She and Jomel talked more than he talk to any of his other so called aquaintances. He is always looking depressed about Huong so he cannot call and consider anyone a friend.