Chapter 223 - Special Holder 2/2 (1/2)
Morning.
Jomel found out that the succubus is already gone.
The only one left here is the girl, Michelle lying there naked, with him. He is guilty because he also enjoyed it, he hated rape or any shortcut to that.
He remembered that time when she's crazy being thirsty for lust, the look on her face is like a look of an animal, which made him feel worse about himself.
If he ever wanted a girl or a woman, he prefers being rejected a lot of times by a lot of women and then finally meet the best of them that can vibe with him and accept him.
Once that girl accepts him, he will get the best intercourse or circumcision he wanted to it with full of enjoyment.
He didn't know why but it feels good if the girl is enjoying it too, just like the phrase, happy wife and happy life.
He knew that it was easy said than done, but love and things work in mysterious ways, so he prefers to approach a lot of women to exercise his social muscle and be in his best condition.
Jomel didn't want to become a wannabe Don Juans, who claimed they were already having quite a lot of s*x yet felt they should be having more.
He always wants to be a part of a larger group of shy and very genuine guys who would normally panic if they were within five feet of a woman.
For them, it was a form of anxiety disorder. Most admitted to being virgins. They were there to learn some techniques that would act as armor so they could at least talk to a girl.
That's the group he always wanted to be with, eventually, transform and become a man who is very comfortable with himself, and become the very best version of himself.
The approaching woman 'thing' is an art and also it's all about marketing. Marketing yourself to girls, sure, but also to younger and more desperate guys in their bedrooms who want to be like the character they have created, who watch their online videos and buy their DVD tutorials.
Or be the same anime guys they liked, as long as they have inspiration and have a persona they can create.
The only thing is that it was so hard at first if you are not sociable, maybe to some people it is not, but to Jomel it is hard.
He wanted to become the man who was not affected by rejection in life, but a man who craves his purpose, he never wanted to become powerful or the richest it is not the best path for him.
He wanted to enjoy all the thrilling things in life! Like for example, he never wanted to be a man of status to get girls.
Like being the most powerful, the richest or the most handsome, yep, women might stay to be with that kind of people, but their heart is not, maybe they are forced or being in a situation where they have no option that's why they are staying.
Eventually, those persons will be c*ckold or have their woman cheat on them, despite being rich or powerful.
It is hard getting girls and it is not like what other people believe it was, at least for him, he needed to meet a lot to be in the zone and then ignore the rejections after having the first painful rejection.
Everything in life is a gamble, it takes guts and that's why Jomel wanted to be brave and have courage all the time.