38 Get the f*ck out, Mr.Kozhaksi. (2/2)
Ren immediately made a sound, ”Ssssh”. Ria kept quiet. Ren hugged her close from behind, he said to her slowly in a low deep voice which made Ria's heart beat rise and small hairs stand up, ”Listen Anna, I can see your point here but you have to understand something.
I kissed you yesterday then you accepted it and kissed me back after that only we did it. I was taken aback by you since the moment you came. I never had a reaction or time to think about sex for three years. I simply didn't like to do it when it didn't involve you. I live by the rule of one for one and you know it.
Even if you have taken some liking toanother guy during the times we were seperated you might have given me a chance to give up on you. I love Varun and Diya but they are here only because I love you, sweetheart.
You may shout at me, scold me, beat me, even bite me but don't forget that you are doing this only because you love me.
Your heart beat rhythm coincides with my heart beat isn't it. While you are sitting on my lap you could feel the heat on my body that you created by just being here. I'm not going to lie, I love you, Anna. Your eyes, your heart, your body, I am trapped in every inch of you.
I am doing this the hard way because, when you marry me I won't let you have anything which can remain as yours. It will be mine, you will be mine”.
Ria could feel his fast heart beat through her back and his bulge on her butt. His whole body I'd radiating heat, warmth more than the hot water they both are soaked at. He is breaking her resolve very steadily.
'Yeah, I liked his kiss yesterday, not only yesterday before that too. I liked his touch on me, I want him to touch me. I don't know it is more like lust than love. I liked being with him yesterday, I also like every inch of him.
I may say that I will forget it, but there is no way in hell I can. I can still feel him inside me, my whole body is throbbing at this thought. I love him but I don't trust him', Ria's was self acknowledging some things.
Ren gave her time and just stayed there holding from behind. Ren's head started to ache, he didn't dry himself properly after the shower last night. But he didn't say anything. Ria slowly leaned back and her head was lying at his collar bone.
She said in a low tone, ”I will give you one last chance, Ren. Make me trust you, make me feel that you will never abandon me, make me feel that you will trust me even if I'm a killer. I came to you without even you wanted, Ren. Now it's time for you to earn me.
You can call me, touch me, kiss me but everything is under my rules. You don't get to make decisions. If you can go by that, I will give a last chance to us”.
Ren was over joyed, he would accept to anything she says if she is coming back to him. Ren said, ”Sure, you get to make all the decisions. I will follow you at every request. I want to be with you and our kids”.
Ria nodded then said, ”Now get out and change your clothes before you get a cold”. Ren smiled and said, ”If my lady wants, I can stay and help her to take bath”. Ria's lips curled up, she elbowed him and said, ”Get the f*ck out, Mr.Kozhaksi. I will call you after I take a bath”.