Chapter 54: Dark blue, Becoming black (1/2)

TL: flarewk

The first day of the consecutive Qing Ming holidays, 2nd of April, I woke up in the house of a female classmate's.

I didn't know what time it was as well when I fell asleep last night, its probably almost daylight already.

I still felt to be very fatigued when I woke up in the morning, just like as if I had never slept at all. My eyes were stinging as well, it still felt to be very discomforting after rubbing it forcibly, but the fragrance that emanated from my palms when rubbing my eyes made me quite rather awake.

At least I was considered to have slept for a little while............or it should be said, it's amazing that I could still even sleep at all............

Lowering my head to look at Xue Qing who was still lying on my belly sleeping, I felt boundless sentiments within my heart. In the end, I succeeded in enduring it. Stubbornly resisted those damning impulses, not enacting out the 'starts from 3 years, highest is death sentence' criminal act.

Then again, saying that nothing had been done at all also seemed to be like finding excuses, as in reality, I still couldn't wield control over my hands.

It should be said that, it's impossible to hold control over it.

Unless I cut off those hands of mine off, or to otherwise cut off my little Jun Cheng.

If not, even if I was to be tied up, I felt that I was able to wrestle out of those ropes.

Xue Qing was lying on my body, and she's still in the bare-body shirt's appearance! The distance between me and her could be said to be zero, with her wondrous seductively nude figure right on me, and if I didn't do anything at all, I'll even be sorry towards heaven who had bestowed such a good chance unto me, as well as being sorry to myself even more....

No, I'm not trying to look for excuses for my actions, but, I only wanted to say that it's already my limit to be resisting not to take off my pants already............

As for what I exactly did towards her............

I used these both hands to grope her entirety; kneading, playing, stroking, reaching inside. Those important places, those places that shouldn't be groped at all, those places that must not be groped at all had all been explored already.

Every time I used my fingers to deeply probe within those places that perhaps even Xue Qing herself hadn't even investigated before, Xue Qing would be giving off a corresponding response, just like pressing on certain parts of a doll, being able to trigger its voice-emanating device, causing her to givw off cute moans.

Yi yi ya ya, mmn mmn aah aah, every subconscious moan made my emotions incomparably exhilarated.

Afterwards, I untiredly and happily searched for those kinds of places, just like I had been possessed, as I ravaged about everywhere............

Seizing onto when Xue Qing's asleep, to do those acts that were way too overboard towards her.

While intense guilt was making my conscience develop agonized sensations, I was uncontrollably wanting to caress her, play about with her, dirty her, break her.

Although I had resisted the last two kinds, I couldn't endure the frontal two kinds still.

Plus, after groping I felt to be even more discomforted, as I felt that my lower half was about to explode already............

Even though I knew that I must endure, but I completely couldn't suppress onto my desires. It's the so-called lust, huh............

It was the first time that I felt that endurance was actually such an agonizing thing...........

Suddenly, I had a sort of melancholic feeling of wanting to light up a cigarette to just get a smoke, perhaps this would be called as 'being too tired to love already'...........

”Haaaa............”

In any case, after wandering about within maliciousness and depravity for a night, I survived over it already.

At that very instance of daylight, my brain which had always been in a befuddled state finally cleared up, just like as if it's proving that since ancient times, evil can never overcome good, as light chased away those darkness in the midst of my heart.

I also had no idea what time it was currently since my phone's out of battery. Those rays that shone in from outside the windows doesn't looked to be the light of dawn, but instead seemed to be those light that emanated out from incandescent lamps; there simply wasn't any way to determine the exact timing as of now.

But, since it's the holidays starting from today onwards, it doesn't matter what time it was already.

Thinking up till this point, I once again looked at the presently shut-eyed, evenly-breathing, and still sleeping Xue Qing............

An incomparably intense level of guilt surged within my heart.

What have I done alreadyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

W-, what kind of obscenity have I used these two hands to do alreadyy! Cut it off, cut it off! Just cut off these two molesty hands of mine already?!

Ehh, hold on, since I'm regretting right now, then that means that I finally regained back to normal already?

Looks like only at night, or perhaps being shrouded in darkness would these damning secondary effects then come into play............in the future, I could only live within the light already, huh? Before resolving the magic circle inside my brain, I'll need to try my best to avoid staying within dark places, next time, I'll switch on the lights when I'm sleeping then.

Because I had blown out the candles last night, my entirety had changed to be dreadful already, as Lian Bing's advice had been directly thrown to the back of my head. Don't even mention about recalling about the past, as even maintaining my consciousness was already very difficult. Because my entire brain was filled with malicious thoughts, meditating and whatnot all of them didn't work at all.

Was it because that nighttime was the succubi's 'hunting hours'? That's why the charm magic circle would then be causing me to develop all sorts of dreadful thoughts then, does Li Li not know about this effect at all? Or was it that............she knew but didn't tell me about it instead?

Ah, wait, right now, I still can't be easily sure that it's due to the charm magic circle which made me develop malicious thoughts.

Plus, Li Li also said that she too had no idea on why the charm magic circle would have appeared within my head, and had no clue on how to remove it out as well. Right now, I can only wait till after the Qing Ming holidays are over before going to roundly discuss about it with the principal already.

Currently, it should be considered as a half-worrying, half-rejoicing then.

The worry was that, after waiting for Xue Qing to be awake on how to explain to her; the rejoice was that, I didn't do stuff that were even more overboard.

But, it's already been said that seeing a girl completely in the nude would have her being unable to be married out already. Then, if it's being groped entirely............wouldn't it be that she could only marry me already?

Uuu, at least, at least I didn't use my tongue to lick, and not take out my little Jun Cheng as well............

But, what's done was done already.

I must be responsible for my own actions.

It's unacceptable no matter what reason it may be, and I must take charge of my own actions! I mustn't embarrass this name that grandpa had gave me, I must act upon those actions that were befitting of my name!

Stretching my face wide, and forcibly blinking my eyes thereafter, I finally set down my determination.

Right now, I'll wake Xue Qing up, and tell her everything afterwards!

Gently shaking her shoulders, I called out her name once.

”Xue Qing?”

”Mm............”

Xue Qing squinted her eyes, and used the back of her hands to rub her eyes just like a small kitten, afterwards looked at me blearily.

The first sentence that came out was............

”Want to pee...........”

”Eh!”

No, this was a normal reaction, no matter who it was, after waking up they would want to pee.

But right now, after I heard the word 'pee', I very naturally recalled back to those two sudden happenings. With my back facing Xin Ran in the washroom, as well as facing towards Xin Ran in the washroom............no matter which one it was, it all made me nearly puke out blood!

”Can't, endure already.”

”Eh? Wait wait! Don't pee! I'll immediately carry you to the toilet!”

What am I hesitating about! Xue Qing's also not Xin Ran, she wouldn't make unreasonable requests towards me at all!

Without saying another word, I directly carried Xue Qing and wanted to run towards the toilet, with the result that...........

Can't get up.

I'm saying that I suddenly felt a series of back aches, hence wasn't able to sit up.

It's quite true too now that I'm thinking about it, as although Xue Qing wasn't heavy, but being laid on by this nearly 40 kilos loli for an entire night, it definitely would have caused a slight burden towards my body.

I hastily slapped my back hip, and after recovering about from that sensation I once again tried to stand up.

However, Xue Qing suddenly said.

”Coming out already.”

”Hold on! Just endure a little while more! I don't want to wipe the floors again!”

After I had finally crawled up from the bed, I resisted my waist's discomfort, carried Xue Qing and wanted to leave the room.

”Can't, endure anymore............Uuuu............”

”Eeeehhhhh!”

Running towards the washroom right now, Xue Qing definitely would be uncontrollably peeing out halfway en-route! I don't think that she would be able to withstand the shakings along the way there.

In any case, don't pee out on the floor!

What to do? What to do? .............There's no choice already!

In the midst of anxiety, I hastily carried Xue Qing and went towards the sides of the windows, afterwards smacking open the windowsills, with two hands supporting on the back of Xue Qing's knee, spreading open her both legs while tilting my head and crying out.

”Go ahead! Go on and pee! Use a little more force! Try for it to be as far as possible!”

”Mm.............”

Within my embrace, Xue Qing gave off a series of convulsions, and afterwards, a pillar of water dissipated out within the sky into rain droplets as they showered upon the earth............

So awkward............

Thinking about it right now, being propped up by me like this and peeing outside the windows, wouldn't it be even more shameful than wetting the bed?