Chapter 53: Maliciousness, Developing (1/2)
TL: flarewk
Wanting to find a bedroom within the pitch-black house was really not an easy task.
Luckily, Xue Qing was relatively petite, I'm able to carry her in my arms with just a hand. Thus, one of my hands clutched onto her butt, while the other held a candle, and went on searching for the bedroom in the enormous house.
Being unable to find anything that looked like a bedroom at the first floor, I thus went up to the second. I didn't expect that I would quickly be able to locate onto the bedroom at the second floor.
Because, how do I put it............it's very easy to determine which room was a room that had 'been used'. Most of the rooms' door handles had a layer of dust accumulated on it, but only a few rooms' door handles didn't had any such dust at all.
I then opened up those rooms that didn't have any dust on their door handles, with the result that I directly struck gold; the first room that I've opened was Xue Qing's bedroom.
It's a room that looked to be very plain, the bedsheets were a pure white, there weren't overly much decor within the room, only having a wardrobe and a desk. The feeling it gave was like it's a slightly bigger single-person ward.
Rather than saying that it's a bedroom, you might as well say that it's a place that was being utilized for sleeping.
I placed Xue Qing onto the bed, gently caressed her face, and called out her name.
”Xue Qing? Are you alright?”
She didn't open up her eyes. Her exposed skin was slightly glowing red, and feeble moans resounded out from her mouth.
”Uuuu uuu.........”
I caressed her forehead, it's a little burning hot. Xue Qing as expected had a heat-unresistant constitution, bathing in that kind of high temperatured bath water just for a moment, caused her entire body to be reddish as if she had suffered from a heat stroke.
Eeehh............next up, I'll have to help wipe her body first, what to do............must it be me to wipe............but there's only me who could help her to wipe already.
Although I know that this way's not that good, but I also can't just let her get a cold from being chilled.
She also shouldn't be mindful about it, right; I'm also not sure why I was so one-sidedly deeming as such already.
I first returned back to the bathroom to take two towels, and after I haphazardly wiped my body, I took my clothing and once again returned back to the bedroom.
The towel that was covering Xue Qing had already dropped onto the floor. Her body was slightly huddled up, and on that ever usual poker face, there's a distinct change of expression. Her eyebrows were slightly frowned, her small lips slightly opened, and the soft murmuring sounds made in the silent room felt like it was being magnified out numerous times.
”Uuu............Mm..............so hot..............”
I started to use the clean cloth on my hand to wipe her body, and through the towel, I can still indirectly feel onto her body. It's really smoothly soft, not a single bit of friction could be felt at all, there's a sort of feeling like as if it's wiping glass.
First, I swept off the water beads on her cheeks, afterwards slightly wiped her hair, making her not feel discomforted due to her hair being wettened, then started wiping from the large surface area of her's, her back.
Xue Qing's slightly frowning eyebrows loosened up, and her moans turned into deep and long breathing sounds. My hand techniques shouldn't have made her feel uncomfortable, right.
I suddenly fell into a sort of strange feeling, just like as if I'm undertaking an artwork cleaning job, with the force on my hands subconsciously becoming even more gentle, fully concentrating onto wiping her body.
When I regained back to my senses, I had wiped her entirety clean already, there's not a single corner being left out, from behind her ears to her armpits and the seams of her butt, even her most covert area was being completely wiped clean.
Afterwards, I looked at her petite body while in a dazed state............my head's also a little giddy............had I overbathed to a giddy state as well already............
I must help her onto wiping herself clean...........afterwards...........afterwards............afterwards.............dirty her up once more............?
I really want to dirty her up, I really want to hug her within my arms, I really want to ravage her, I really want to break her............I'm not sure why, but I just felt that I can't let her maintain her completeness............taking away a part of her body, causing her to be incomplete...........
Becoming handicapped, incomplete!
Just like pressing onto an adverse switch, malicious impulses occupied the higher grounds of my reasoning. I grabbed onto her thighs in a rough manner, afterwards spreading it open............
”Jun Cheng...........”
Xue Qing's voice caused me to regain unto my senses.
Eeeeehhhh, what am I doing!!
I immediately gave myself a punch, picked up my pants, and hastily stumbled out of the bedroom!
My heart's beating wildly! I clutched my mouth and gaped my eyes up wide, and leaned onto the wall in a dazed state.
Just now, what the heck am I trying to do!!
I seemed to have become a little unhinged already!?
Damn it, what should I do if I really couldn't control myself...........I really hoped that there would be someone who would enlighten me at this sort of timing...........
Oh, right, her............
After taking out my phone from my pants pocket, I started to hesitate.
It's been this sort of timing already, going by the usual rulebook, normal people should have long went to bed already. Especially for that kind of dàxiaojie like her, who would be taking care of her health even more so, and by right had already been sleeping since long ago.
But, I'm not sure why, I just had a feeling that she's probably still awake...........
Looking at the battery level which was 3% left, in the end I gave a call to that number that recently newly appeared in the contacts list.
My heart's a little fidgety, it's still the first time for me to give her a call....
I originally thought that if there's no one picking up the call within 3 seconds, I'll just hang up the call and so.
But I didn't expect that when I just pressed down the dial button, not even a second had passed when the call was being picked up.
Was it that she was just coincidentally looking at her phone? Or was it...........that she had always been waiting for my call?
After sorting up my thoughts, I opened up my mouth and asked.
”Hello, um, it's me............”
『Oh~ I still thought that it was someone else~ so it's my dearest Cheng Jun~~ What's with the sudden phone call, have you missed me already?』
My mood suddenly felt way more lighter, it made me laugh out unresistingly.
”Hehe, yeah, I missed you already. Especially right now, when I'm looking for your help...........”
To be frank, just you picking up the call alone was a pleasant surprise already.
『Huhuhuhu, as expected, it's the right decision to keep on waiting for Cheng Jun's call. By hearing onto that sentence, that period of time that's spent waiting is worthwhile already, hn?』
”Woah, is it really that exaggerated............”
That speech was said till it made me feel so frightfully humbled....
『Of course~, this is this first time that Cheng Jun proactively expressed towards me on the meaning of 'I need you', hm? Huhuhuhu...........right now, I'm so extremely delighted already~』
Hearing Lian Bing saying as such, I then understood her meaning.
In the past, I had only wanted to distance away from her, rejecting her, brushing her off...........it's indeed the first time to be 'needing her' just like this.
Eeeh............unknowingly, she had already taken up quite a portion of my heart, huh............
But I just didn't want to admit onto this point!
”What, I can't find you to discuss when there's an issue?”
『Nope, why wouldn't it be? Cheng Jun wanting to rely on me, I'm so happy that I already wanted to grab my maid's hands and do the tango already~』
Lian Bing exhilaratedly hummed a tune, with a pleasant melody floating into my ears, and asking me afterwards.
『Well then, is there anything for Cheng Jun to be finding me to discuss?』
I thought for a while on how exactly to start asking, but I had no idea on how to clearly explain the front and back ends of the circumstances within this short frame of time, hence in the end, I just directly cut into the main point and said.
”Um, Lian Bing, I think I'm a human trash............”
『Mm? Cheng Jun, now then you only realized that you're a human trash? Huhuhuhu, you're a huge human trash~, tricking me to be so lovingly devoted towards you, even my mind had been split apart already. How about it, do you need me to call 'her' out to let her describe on how much she loved you...?』
”No, don't joke around already...........”
Had you called Moe Bing out, I wouldn't be able to voice out even a single word already.
”I'm being serious, I feel that I seemed to have become a little unhinged already...........Mm, it's that, from time to time, my mind would have malicious thoughts developing.”
Exactly on when did I exactly start to become a little unhinged, I wasn't so clear on it already, but discovering a hint of it should be at that moment when I saw Li Li............I actually unhesitatingly said out a command which made her lick while kneeling.
『Ai ya ya...........Cheng Jun, it can't be that you had an affair behind my back, right?』
As cold as frost, her sharp tone was just like icicles as it pierced into my heart!
I instantly gave off a frightened shudder, straightened up my body posture, and instinctively cried out whilst in a straightly sitting manner!
”Nonono! Absolutely not!”
『Is~ it? Then, Cheng Jun, where are you right now? Don't lie to me, hmm? If you lie to me...........hu, hu, hu, hu...........』
The interval between her laughter was slightly longer than usual, seemingly hinting me onto something. My back started to drip out cold sweat. I distinctly felt that, if I was to say out about the matter that I'm at Xue Qing's house, it would bring about a very frightening outcome............eeeehhhhhh............
”I, I, I, I...........”