Chapter 172 - Growing Desires (2) (2/2)

His aggressive, relentless assault on my poor lips did not leave me with a chance of breathing. The suddenness of the situation was finally dawning on me. When he pushed his body further into me, his cloth clad legs brushed against my bare one. At the same time, his left hand loosened his hold on my wrist.

I was just about to bring my left hand down, to push him away. The awareness of the lack of my cloth was bringing a wave of embarrassment. What if the knot of the towel were to loosen up because of all the frantic actions? I wasn't wearing anything underneath. I needed to get back inside the bathroom. Panic started building in my chest.

However, as if Eshan knew what I wanted to do because the hand which was getting down suddenly went back and taking hold of my free hand he brought it to his other one. Holding my wrists in his right hand, he brought his hand down to hold my n.a.k.e.d shoulder.

I shivered when his warm fingers came in contact with my skin. I had just taken a shower, so my skin was already warm, yet I could perceive the difference in our body temperature. All this while, his lips were busy exploring and imploring.

He did not wish to stop. As if he was searching for his most prized possession which was lost. Our kisses had seen a vast degree of changes in emotions. From innocent caresses to the mature, confident probing. From hesitant touch to the desperate needs.

From love to relief. From contentment to the excitement. From the fear of losing to the ecstasy of coming together. I could go on and on for describing them, but this one was different.

It felt much more intimate than whatever we had shared all this while. Previously my mind had stopped working because of the shock I received on finding him in the bedroom. This time it was because of the emotions growing in my heart with the way Eshan was putting his all in the kiss which was turning more and more insistent. As if he wanted our mouths to merge.

The fingers on my shoulders were exerting some pressure. I shivered under his gaze when accidentally my eyes met with his. They were dark. I did not dare to bear those emotions of desire swirling in them.

Was I ready for facing it?

Could I let go of all my reservations, and be one with him in all the aspects, without any more barriers in between us?

I had no time to think about anything else when my vision turned blurry. I had no recollection of how long we have been kissing. All my mind could think was nothing. It went completely blank.

The fingers moved to my collarbones, tingles erupted in my body.

However, I suddenly froze when I felt the knot of the towel coming undone. My heart leaped to my throat. Just this one moment of alarm was enough to remind me that I wasn't ready for that step. My body went stiff as the wave of mortification of what would happen hit me in a full force.

I closed my eyes, refusing to accept the next happenings.

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