Chapter 112 (1/2)

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”You don't want me.” Jiang Xu Zheng Zheng Zheng asked him, ”you also want to abandon me?”

Lin Anlan who lost his memory told him that he would never see him again. Jiang Xu was afraid, but he knew that this was not the last desperate situation, because he didn't have their memory for so many years, so when he remembered, he could return to Lin Anlan again.

But now, Lin Anlan who recovers his memory gives him the final judgment. He once again chooses to give up him. Jiang Xu can't accept it. He looks at Lin Anlan with a breakdown. ”No, no, Xiaolan, you can't leave me. What you said will always accompany me.”

”But you are not what you were then.” Lin Anlan said calmly, ”I didn't know you would become like this, so it doesn't count.”

”I can change it. Why don't I change it?” Jiang Xu went to his side and pressed his shoulder. ”I was just wrong this time. Why, why don't you give me a chance to correct?”

”Just this time?” Lin Anlan asked him, ”what is it to see Cheng Feng behind my back?”

”I can change it. Xiaolan, I can change it. Can you give me a chance, just one time, OK? I only have you, I only have you

Lin Anlan looked at him a pair of to cry, as if to see when he was young, saw once again.

He remembered that he had just come to the Lin family. He didn't have a friend. Jiang Xu ran up and down to play with him and make friends with him.

He also remembers the time from his mother's serious illness to her death. It was Jiang Xu who accompanied him, comforted him and encouraged him.

He still remembers that in the two months after his father died, Jiang Xu pushed all his work and stayed with him for fear that he would be sad.

They used to have a good relationship, saying that they would always be with each other, always by each other's side, but they have come to this point.

Lin an LAN sighed, he said, ”it's unnecessary. It's not to break up with you, it's just to get along with you like ordinary friends.”

Jiang Xu shook his head, ”I don't accept it, Xiao Lan, give me a chance, we can still be good friends, you believe me.”

Lin Anlan wants to believe it, but he can't.

Many things can not be changed as if they did not happen. He once said that to him and hoped that he would do that. He even felt that he would really do it. Even if he changed, what he said and what he did would not disappear, he would still remember, and that sentence would stick in his heart like a thorn.

He was doomed to have no way to believe him as before.

”That's it.” Lin Anlan low voice way, ”you go back, I am tired, want to rest.”

But Jiang Xu was willing to go. He looked at Lin Anlan and said sadly, ”Xiao Lan, you can't do this. How can you say that you can give up when we have been feeling for so many years.”

Lin Anlan had no choice but to smile. ”If it wasn't for our feelings for so many years, I wouldn't say that we can still be ordinary friends now, and say hello when we meet. Instead, I should tell you that I won't pay attention to you any more. If I see you in the future, I won't see you.”

”Xiaolan...”

”Jiang Xu, you can't expect you to say that. I still treat you as usual, or do you think it's nothing? You don't think it's nothing up to now, do you?”

”No Jiang Xu shook his head, but could not speak.

Lin Anlan whispered, ”go back. It's late. You should have a rest.”

Jiang Xu didn't want to go. He stood still.

”Go back.” Lin Anlan said again.

However, Jiang Xu did not move.

Lin Anlan didn't speak any more. She stood up and went to her bedroom.

He closed the door and sat on the bed with a long sigh.

He sat quietly for a long time, heard the sound of rain outside the window, raindrops hit the window, misty to the window stacked a layer of water.

Lin Anlan looks out of the window and it's raining again. This year's snow is not much, but the rain is not little.

He listened to the rustle of rain, as if back to his memory before.

At the end of July, on his father's memorial day, he went to worship his father, promoted many business activities and stayed at home.

This is the first anniversary of his father's death. Lin Anlan looks at his empty home, filled with sadness and confusion.

At his age, just graduated, it was time to start fighting, but he sent away his last relatives, leaving only one of his own.

Lin Anlan is very sad. In his half life, the two people he loves most are his adoptive parents, but his adoptive parents have left him one after another. He lies on the bed and feels the silence of his home is terrible.

So he went to Jiang Xu after he came back.

Jiang Xu didn't worship Lin's father with him because of filming this year, so he came back a week later than him.

It's his birthday in August. Lin Anlan has already prepared a gift for him. It's a new watch of his favorite brand. They had a simple birthday together. Jiang Xu made a wish, and Lin Anlan ate cake with him.

He didn't go home. He stayed at Jiang Xu's house for a few days. They watched movies and ate dinner together. Lin Anlan thought that Jiang Xu was the only one left for him. His parents were gone, and Jiang Xu was the only one left to accompany him.

He is the only person he can trust in the world.

He had a drink with Jiang Xu and chatted.