Chapter 111 (1/2)

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Every scene he saw was true, and every love he felt was true, so he doubted, but he overturned his doubts.

Cheng Yu interprets a lie with his true feelings. He does what he wants to do according to his own heart. He seriously likes Lin Anlan as a lover, so Lin Anlan really regards him as his lover.

After all, he was pushed to the corner of victory by the people he liked.

Lin Anlan knows that this is not appropriate, it is too irrational.

But he can't really hate him.

Reason tells him that he should stay away from Cheng Yu and the man who cheated him.

But his heart, but always can't help but think of him, think he has no big mistake.

All his mistakes come from liking himself and liking himself too much.

He has planted him in his heart. How could he hate him and blame him.

When reason can't restrain emotion, and the reluctance of heart breaks through the barrier of reason, Lin Anlan knows that Cheng Yu has become a special existence here.

An existence that he can't deal with rationally.

An existence that he knows the other party has made a mistake and is not willing to pursue.

Cheng Yu put all his eggs in one basket and went to the end. He knew it was the end for a long time, so when he left, he said, ”you won't come back.”.

He is so smart, so understand themselves, how can not know what he is doing is how dangerous and paranoid.

But Lin Anlan couldn't bear it, so he changed his direction and gave him a new way out of the dead end.

He is the only referee in his gamble. Only he can decide Cheng Yu's life and death. When he is willing to give Cheng Yu a way to live, Cheng Yu's death will be solved.

Lin Anlan sighed and said, ”so you don't have to be too sad or afraid. I hate you. I didn't come back because I didn't think about it. I didn't pick you up because I was asleep that day. When I saw wechat, it was the next morning. You are very good. Even if I didn't stay with you in the end, you are also very good. I will remember that my first love was you. ”

Cheng Yu listens quietly. He doesn't expect Lin Anlan to say this to him. He is open-minded, transparent, gentle and generous. He thinks Lin Anlan will blame him and hate him, but Lin Anlan wants to comfort him.

It is clear that he is the one who has been cheated by himself, but he is comforting him.

His An'an has always been the most gentle and kind person in the world.

He is like this, how can he give up on him.

”Well, since you don't hate me and think I'm good, why can't you stay with me?”

”It's good that we're finally together, isn't it?”

Lin Anlan blinked and did not speak.

For a long time, he whispered, ”eat.”

He lowered his head and drank porridge, and did not speak any more.

Cheng Yu looks at him and doesn't ask him any more.

A meal, two people eat is still harmonious, Lin Anlan finished the meal, washed the bowl, this just left Cheng Yu home.

Cheng Yu wanted to send him, but Lin Anlan refused, ”you have a good rest, don't toss, I'll go back.”

Cheng Yu had to reluctantly send him into the elevator, ”you tomorrow, will come?”

Lin Anlan doesn't know. In fact, his coming here today is not in his plan.

If it wasn't for Xie Hui's sudden appearance that Cheng Yu was ill, and if it wasn't for his worry about Cheng Yu's sudden illness, he wouldn't be here at this time.

He did not answer.

Cheng Yu looked at him, ”won't you come?”

”Say it again.” Lin Anlan said helplessly.

Cheng Yu nodded and laughed, ”I'll wait for you.”

His eyes were shining in the corridor light, and he was staring at Lin Anlan.

Lin Anlan was seen by him only to feel his mind has no escape, he pressed the first floor, the elevator door slowly closed, Lin Anlan lowered his head, involuntarily exhaled a breath.

Cheng Yu watched the elevator start to go down, and then turned back to the room.

He sat on the sofa, thinking about what had just happened, just like a dream.

Lin Anlan came back, he said he didn't hate him, he didn't hate him, he also said, he is very good, he is his first love.

Cheng Yu can't believe it. Isn't he hated?

He has done so much, unexpectedly, has not been disgusted by Lin Anlan?

So, Lin Anlan also likes him.

The five months they spent together affected not only him but also Lin Anlan. Jiang Xu cheated him, and he was so disappointed that he didn't want to see him again.

But he cheated him, but he came to visit him.

In fact, he also cares about himself.

Cheng Yu felt for the first time that he might have been favored by fate.

He was born to death, a journey of death, but in the end, when the train arrived at the station, he accidentally drove to the distance he wanted to reach.

Lin Anlan, who has always been partial to Jiang Xu, for the first time, with complete memory, chose to be partial to himself and gave himself and Jiang Xu different results.

He gave him a way to live, a way that Cheng Yu never dared to look forward to, but he has been looking forward to every day for more than five months.

At this moment, he regained his courage and belief and decided to take the initiative.

He has never been disheartened, complacent, persistent and firm here.

Lin Anlan didn't give him anything, and he can walk alone on this lonely road for eight years with his own liking. Now, Lin Anlan gives him a way to live, an obvious partiality. Cheng Yu instantly seems to have his own armor and shield, and gets the entrance ticket of this love, and has no scruples any more.

In this world, the only person who can stop his love is Lin Anlan. Once Lin Anlan stops to stop him, he will have no other worries and give up.