Chapter 110 (1/2)
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When the meal is ready, Cheng Yu helps him take the dishes out.
Lin Anlan scooped the porridge and put it in front of him.
”You can eat. I'll go first.”
Cheng Yu looked up at him in amazement, ”you... Don't you want to eat together?”
”I won't eat any more.” Lin Anlan warm voice way, ”you finished eating, early rest.”
Cheng Yu didn't want to eat in a moment.
He stood quietly, silent expression of their emotions.
”Together.” Cheng Yu whispered, ”I haven't had dinner with you for a long time.”
In fact, it's not too long. Lin Anlan thinks that their separation is just a few days. It's less than ten days. It's not a long time.
Cheng Yu turned and went into the kitchen, took a bowl, scooped a bowl of porridge for him, and put it opposite him. ”Let's go after eating. It's time for dinner.”
Lin Anlan couldn't help but sit down and have a meal with him.
He cooked the rice, which was naturally to his taste. Lin Anlan lowered his head and drank porridge, not knowing what to say.
Cheng Yu knew what to say. He said, ”I haven't had such a delicious meal for a long time.”
Lin an LAN raised an eye to see him one eye, the heart way he can be really sweet mouth.
It's just a home-made dish. He thinks it's delicious. ”Then you can eat more.”
”Well.” Cheng Yu gave him a smile.
He had a good smile, probably because he was still ill, pale, with a sense of innocence, like a child.
Lin Anlan looked at the clarity in his eyes, pondered for a long time, and whispered to him, ”Cheng Yu, I have recovered my memory.”
Cheng Yu's smile disappeared in an instant, replaced by shock and uneasiness.
He stared at him, the whole person was stunned, and there was fear in his eyes.
”So, I'm still thinking,” Lin told him. ”I haven't figured it out yet.”
Cheng Yu unconsciously nods and lowers his head in a hurry, hiding his uneasiness and not daring to look at him.
He didn't expect that Lin Anlan would recover his memory. Lin Anlan who recovers his memory is different from Lin Anlan who loses his memory.
He dares to admit his mistakes like Lin Anlan, who has lost his memory. He hopes that he can forgive himself, because he knows that Lin Anlan loves him in those days when they were together.
But he did not dare to look directly at Lin Anlan who had recovered his memory, let alone hope that he would forgive him, because he knew that Lin Anlan did not love him before he lost his memory. At least, he did not like him in love.
He has only been together for five months, and Lin Anlan has avoided him for eight years. Compared with the two, five months seems so insignificant that it is not enough for him to feel that he can shake Lin Anlan's mind.
What's more, on the basis of deception, he spent five months with him despicably.
”I'm sorry.” He lowered his head. ”I'm so selfish. I'm sorry.”
Lin Anlan saw that he was about to bury his face in the bowl, but with a gentle smile, ”you have apologized many times, I received it, so there is no need to apologize again.”
Cheng Yu dares to look up at him, and then he sees that he has no waves and no waves, and he drinks porridge calmly.
”Do you hate me?” He asked.
Lin Anlan has heard of this question, and zhuozia has asked him.
His answer at that time was that he didn't hate so much, and it's still the same now.
”Not that much.” He said, ”as I said, we are both responsible for this matter. My mistake is that I should not take the initiative to appear and induce your desire. Hope and selfishness. Your mistake is that you should not be for your selfishness and desire. Hope really deceived me. So I am the inducement, you are the main reason, but you have more responsibility, so I can't think that you are not wrong at all, but we can't talk about hate. ”
Hate this feeling is too serious and extravagant. Lin Anlan doesn't want to impose this feeling on himself. He hated his mother when he was a child. Later, he was very happy in the Lin family, so he erased his hate and his mother.
He didn't want to give each other any more feelings. He left his feelings to his adoptive parents. In his whole life, he had only one mother, Mrs. Lin. as for his biological mother, he had long forgotten what each other looked like.
She had already abandoned him, how could she deserve his deep hatred.
Don't care, is her best response.