Chapter 104 (1/2)
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”It seems that he is really good to you.”
”Not all of it.” Lin Anlan said, ”I went to find him. I put forward a lot of things first. The more he liked me, the less he could refuse me, the less he would refuse me, and the more wrong he was. Human nature can't stand the test. I tested him first, and naturally I have no right to blame him for not being able to stand the test. ”
”So you like him?”
Lin Anlan was silent.
”Don't you like him?” Drosiya thought he couldn't understand. ”When you lost your memory, you liked him very much, but why did you lose it?”
Lin Anlan frowned and thought about how to explain it to him.
His amnesia was an accident.
An accident that was completely out of everyone's plan.
Seriously speaking, we should start with Jiang Xu.
Lin Anlan thought of here, looked at his mobile phone, Jiang Xu is still in his blacklist, or not released.
He thought of what Jiang Xu had done during his amnesia, and sighed helplessly. Even though it had been so long, he was so angry at that time that he still felt frustrated when he thought of it now.
Having been friends for so many years, he thought Jiang Xu was the only person he could trust in the world, but now he thinks too much.
Lin Anlan put the mobile phone aside, he thought, he and Jiang Xu probably also want to go to the most common kind of friends who used to know each other and accompany each other, but didn't contact each other very much in the end.
A little sad, but helpless.
They have accompanied each other through each other's most difficult times, but in the end, they still said goodbye to each other.
I'm sorry.
”It's just an accident. Don't worry about it.” He said to drosia.
”But you're not hurt either.”
”Do you want me to get hurt?” Lin Anlan asked.
”Of course not. I don't want to see you well. That's why I say that. How can you suddenly recover your memory?”
”I can't live without restoring my memory.”
When drosiya saw that he didn't want to say anything, he stopped asking, ”then I'll help you arrange other activities.”
”Well.”
They talked about their work for a while. Zosiya had something else to do, so he left first.
Lin Anlan saw him out of the door, saw that it was time for dinner, and began to prepare for cooking.
Generally speaking, when he is alone, he will cook by himself. When he is with his parents, his parents will help him do it. When he is with Jiang Xu, Jiang Xu will do it. When he is with Cheng Yu, Cheng Yu doesn't want him to worry about it at all. So only when he is alone, he needs to do it by himself.
He cut a tomato, ready to fry a tomato egg, and cut a green pepper, intend to do a green pepper fried meat.
As he ate dinner, he hesitated whether he wanted to tell Cheng Yu that he had recovered his memory. If so, what should he do next?
Back to Cheng Yu? Or is it over with him?
Lin Anlan is not sure about his feelings. He is in love with Cheng Yu because of amnesia, but now he is more like watching a love movie. The movie is very good, and the protagonist seems to be him, but he is not so real.
With Cheng Yu in love is Lin Anlan who lost his memory. He is carefree and dares to love and hate.
If he does not have childhood experience, if he is also in a normal family ordinary happy growth, then, this should be his last character, fearless, will be coquetry, will trust a person wholeheartedly.
But now he is not like this.
Will Cheng Yu find that he is not as cute and interesting as when he lost his memory? Do you think he's not so likable now?
When there is no contrast, he is good, but once there is contrast, will he like the amnesia himself more?
Of course, none of this is the point.
The point is, does he really want to be with Cheng Yu?
Lin Anlan has never thought about who he wants to be with. Many people have asked him, what kind of friends do you like?
His answers are all, I like what I like.
But what does he like?
Lin Anlan didn't know.
However, Cheng Yu was not in this range.
From the moment he vaguely realized that Cheng Yu might like him and that Cheng Yu had more obsession with him than his friends, he began to avoid Cheng Yu.
He doesn't want Cheng Yu to have contact with Jiang Xu, and he doesn't want to get involved with the Cheng family. What's more, Cheng Feng doesn't allow his son to find a man.
Even if they are really together, Cheng Feng is afraid to try his best to let Cheng Yu get a child out.
It's too much trouble, so Cheng Yu is never considered by Lin Anlan.