Chapter 103 (1/2)
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He thinks that this is the best solution to ensure that Jiang Xu and Cheng Yu can continue to grow healthily.
But Cheng Yu obviously didn't feel that way. Cheng Yu was at a loss for his indifference. He asked him, ”don't you like me?”
Lin Anlan shook his head and said, ”I care more about my friends.”
Cheng Yu is very clever. He knows the meaning of this sentence in an instant. Jiang Xu doesn't like him, and Lin Anlan chooses to share a common hatred with him.
He asked, ”can't I be your friend?”
Lin Anlan smiles and says to him, ”he is my best friend.”
Cheng Yu looks at him and doesn't speak.
He can't say anything, because there's nothing wrong with it. If Xu Sheng doesn't like people, he won't make friends with them. Jiang Xu doesn't like him, and Lin Anlan refuses to make friends with him, which is very normal.
It's even too normal.
Interpersonal communication is always like this, and Cheng Yu can't say anything to refute it.
But he also can't take the initiative to contact with Jiang Xu. All his tenderness and patience are only willing to put on Lin Anlan. He can't treat other people like Lin Anlan. Jiang Xu is just one of them.
Of course, he knew that if he could make friends with Jiang Xu at this time, Lin Anlan would not be in the middle of the dilemma and would not choose Jiang Xu to give him up, but he did not want to.
He found it strange that he had no conflict with Jiang Xu. They even had a drink together. Although the ending was not pleasant, there was no conflict. He didn't understand why Jiang Xu didn't like him so much.
Xu Sheng's explanation for this is jealousy, ”you are such a life winner, which boy is not jealous, that is, I have a big heart, and I can make friends with you.”
Cheng Yu remembers that when he asked Lin Anlan questions before, Jiang Xu said ”he is so rich.” he thinks that Jiang Xu may have hated the rich.
However, it doesn't matter. Jiang Xu doesn't like him, and he won't rush to get Jiang Xu's favor. It's hard to have one that he wants to make the other party like. How can there be a second one.
Since then, Cheng Yu began to keep a distance to look at Lin Anlan, silently looking at him, silently like him.
Lin Anlan didn't know this, and he didn't care about it. In the first half of senior high school, Lin's mother suddenly became seriously ill. He didn't have time to care about Jiang Xu or Cheng Yu. His mind was on his adoptive mother, and even couldn't read books for a time.
Lin's father doesn't allow him to ask for leave. Lin's mother tells him that it's OK. Lin Anlan pretends to be calm in front of her parents every day. When she comes back to her bedroom at night, she can't help but cry.
Fortunately, Jiang Xu always accompanied him and spent that painful time with him.
The day Lin's mother left, Lin Anlan said to Jiang Xu, ”Xiao Xu, I don't have a mother.”
Jiang Xu held his hand and said to him, ”it's OK. You have your father and me. Look at me. I don't have a mother. It's not good either.”
Lin Anlan looked at him and nodded.
His senior three and the whole senior three are covered with a layer of sadness. In this layer of sadness, the only consolation is that Jiang Xu's achievements finally catch up. It seems that he finally realizes that the bifurcation point of the college entrance examination will send different people to different places. He doesn't want to separate from Lin Anlan, so he studies hard and finally catches up at the last moment.
They went to the same university. To Lin Anlan's surprise, Cheng Yu went to the same university with them. Although they were not in the same department, they did go to the same school.
Jiang Xu was very angry, he said, ”he must be for you, he just can't let you go.”
Lin Anlan thinks should not as, ”his home is here, probably for convenience.”
But soon, facts proved that what Jiang Xu said was right. Cheng Yu joined his literary society. He was a science student and joined the literary society. Lin Anlan finally agreed that Cheng Yu wanted to make friends with him.
People are probably like this. The less they get, the more likely they are to have obsession. It's just the identity of Cheng Yu and Jiang Xu that makes it impossible for them to get along with each other peacefully. Lin Anlan doesn't want them to meet and stay together. He doesn't know Cheng Yu, but he knows Jiang Xu too well. Jiang Xu's nature is not mature. He will be envious, jealous, and naive to imagine Cheng Feng giving his father's love.
He can't stay with Cheng Yu, which will not only destroy himself, but also his life.
At least for now, Cheng Yu doesn't know that his father has other children or women outside.
He is the son of heaven, he should not suffer such impact. If he can, Lin Anlan hopes that the genius will never be frustrated, and the hero will never die. The son of heaven, like Cheng Yu, should always be dashing and unrestrained.
However, Cheng Yu catches up with him and asks him again and again. Lin Anlan looks at his reluctance and feels helpless. He thinks that Cheng Yu has really taken the initiative. From high school sophomore to now, his purpose is clear and his appeal is simple. What he wants is not too much. Unfortunately, he can't give it.
So he chose to leave. After that, he began to deliberately avoid Cheng Yu.
When you think a person is not easy, you can not satisfy him, then your best choice is to avoid him.
It's good for you all.
During the four years of college, Lin Anlan and Cheng Yu don't have much contact. He is busy with his studies and his life. His every day is very full. He thinks that after four years, Cheng Yu should give up on him.
He doesn't feel special, and he doesn't understand why Cheng Yu sticks to him. After so long, it's time to give up.
But he met Cheng Yu again in the entertainment industry. Cheng Yu came to film and asked him if he would like to play with him.
Lin Anlan's answer is no, he once again passed by him.
For the first time, he felt that Cheng Yu might not just want to make friends with him.
No one's dedication to his friends can last for such a long time. For Cheng Yu, even if he has other ideas, Lin Anlan can't say what he is feeling for a moment.
He felt that Cheng Yu was very pitiful. He felt that he was cruel, but he felt that he had done something right.
They can not have any possibility, so not to give him a trace of ambiguity, is the most correct, but why does he not know how to give up?
Cheng Yuhong is very fast. He brings his own investment and creates resources for himself. He is too good-looking and smart. It's normal for him to become popular.
Lin Anlan let zhuozia add an invisible clause in his contract, not to share with Cheng Yu.
Drosiya was puzzled. ”Do you have any misunderstanding?”
Lin Anlan shook his head, ”no, it's just that Jiang Xu doesn't like him, so I avoid him.”
Zhuoziya didn't expect this reason. He could only say, ”you really think about Jiang Xu.”
”He asked for it.” Lin Anlan says helplessly, ”he hopes so, I promised him, otherwise, Cheng Yu and I are actually classmates, there is no need to do things so embarrassing.”
”Are you still classmates?”