Chapter 60 (2/2)
Lin Anlan should not forget that he has no idea what his father looks like.
He spent more than a year in this way, until his adoptive father came to the welfare home to send love and saw him playing on the slide.
He was picked again.
On the day he left, he ran to Xiao Qiao and said, ”sister Xiao Qiao, I really have parents this time. My parents want to take me home. This time, it's true, not a lie. I have a new name. My name is Lin Anlan. You will call me An'an in the future. ”
He was very happy with his smile. He gave her all the snacks and toys he had. He said to her, ”these are for you. You will have your parents, too.”
Little Joe looked at him with a smile and said, ”OK.”
But she didn't know that Lin Anlan also wanted to take her away.
He secretly asked his adoptive father if he could take her with him. ”Sister Joe is very good and good.”
It's a pity that his adoptive parents are too old. In addition, it's too hard to raise two children.
”If your mother and I were younger, then we would. But An'an, we are now half body buried age, we do not have so much energy to take care of two children, let two children grow up safely and healthily, do you understand? ”
Lin Anlan didn't quite understand, but he knew that it should not mean that he could only nod his head obediently and follow his adoptive parents to leave the welfare home.
It was not until he grew up that he realized that there were too many things needed to raise a child. It was not easy and rare for his adoptive parents to be willing to adopt him at that age.
Xiao Qiao said very calm, her eyes looking at Lin Anlan, very soft, he said, ”fortunately, although he suffered as a child, now, but very happy.”
Cheng Yu is full of heartache.
He once hoped that he would appear when Lin Anlan was six or seven years old, when he met Jiang Xu, so that he could grow up with him like Jiang Xu.
But now, he hopes he will show up when Lin Anlan is five years old, when his mother leaves him, and he will reach out and take him home.
He will tell him, don't cry, I can take care of you, take care of you all my life, as long as you like.
Lin Anlan and they didn't get ready to go back until the afternoon.
Before parting, Xiao Qiao smiles and approaches Lin Anlan, mysteriously saying, ”Ann, this is not just your friend, is it?”
Lin Anlan shocked, ”of course, friends.”
”I saw your CP on the Internet ~” Little Joe tilted his head, ”Yulan, is it Yulan?”
She said with a smile, ”you have never brought anyone here before, even your good friend Jiang Xu. What kind of friend is better than a good friend who has known you for more than ten years?”
Lin Anlan
”If you want to hide it from me, I can see it as well.”
Lin Anlan can't, only get a way, ”that you keep secret.”
”Don't worry, I'm not your fan, I'm your friend.” Little Joe winked at him.
She looks at Cheng Yu. Although she has only been in touch with him for one day, Cheng Yu's eyes are almost glued to Lin Anlan. In this world, love can never be hidden. He writes in your eyes, your actions and every pore.
”I thought we would fall in love first, but I didn't expect it to be you. I wish you a long and smooth love.” She said.
Lin Anlan had hoped to get her support and blessing. Now that she really did, she couldn't help laughing.
Cheng Yu was even more surprised and said sincerely, ”thank you.”
”You're welcome, but I hope you can treat him well.”
”I will.” Cheng Yu embraces Lin Anlan's shoulder.
Little Joe waved with them and got into his car.
Cheng Yu and Lin Anlan return to the hotel.
It's probably that she spent too much time in the welfare home during the day. That night, Lin Anlan dreamed that she had been in the welfare home for more than a year.
His dream is constantly tugging back to the day when his mother abandoned him.
He dreamed that he was standing in front of the door, waiting foolishly.
Day after day, there was no sign of his mother.
Sister Joe said, ”don't wait any longer.”
”Don't wait any longer.”
”Don't wait.”
Lin Anlan frowned and unconsciously shook his head. He felt painful and aggrieved. He wanted to break away. He wanted to say that he was not waiting.
In this state of mind, he suddenly opened his eyes, depressed and heavy.
The night was as cold as water. With his eyes open, he could only see the darkness in the room.
”Don't wait any longer,” echoed in his mind
After that, after leaving the welfare home, he never waited for anyone else.
He didn't want to wait any longer, so he never chased anyone's steps. When someone approached him, he carefully erected his own protective layer.
If someone alienates him, he leaves him alone.
He used to cry day after day, red eyes waiting, but he did not wait for his mother, so he never went to wait for anyone.
Lin Anlan felt cold and felt as if he had pressed a stone in his heart, heavy and unable to put it down.
He turns around and leans into Cheng Yu's arms. He holds Cheng Yu tightly, but he doesn't think it's enough.
He called him softly, ”Cheng Yu.”
He raised his head, approached him and cried, ”little flower.”
Cheng Yu opened his eyes vaguely, hugged him habitually, and asked vaguely, ”what's the matter, baby?”
Lin Anlan listens to his this address, a moment some sour nose.
With unconscious grievances, he complained to him, ”my mother didn't want me anymore. She asked me to wait for her, but she never came back. Why did she ask me to wait for her?”
Cheng Yu suddenly wakes up. He learns about it from Xiao Qiao at noon. Unexpectedly, he hears it from Lin Anlan at night. Is he dreaming?
Dream about what happened before?
Cheng Yu gently coaxed him, ”she is not good, not your fault, you are good, she is not a good mother.”
Lin Anlan buried his head in his arms and rubbed his shoulder and neck like a small beast.
Cheng Yu kisses his ear and comforts him, ”it's all over. After that, you will be my baby.”