Chapter 61 (1/2)

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Lin Anlan immediately hugged him more tightly.

He hides in Cheng Yu's arms and wants him to kiss him and hug him, but he suddenly thinks that Cheng Yu has been waiting for him for eight years where he has no response.

Not eight minutes, eight hours, eight days, eight months, but eight years.

Eight years, more than 100 months, more than 3000 days, how did he survive?

After waiting for four days, Xiao Qiao told him not to wait any longer. Cheng Yu had been waiting for more than three thousand days, and someone must have been telling him not to wait any longer.

But he waited, no result, no end.

Why is he so stupid?

How could he not give up.

At this moment, Lin Anlan is truly and deeply sorry for Cheng Yu and for his eight years of waiting.

”Why are you so stupid?” He said bitterly.

”How can you like someone for so long?”

”How can I really keep you waiting so long?”

Lin Anlan regretted it. He thought that if time could go backwards, he would respond to Cheng Yu's liking when he was in high school and when he first fell in love with him.

When you do not love a person, you will not be moved by his wishful thinking, you will even feel bored.

But when you love a person, you will feel sorry for the scars he once had, and you even hope that everything will come back.

Especially when you've experienced the pain yourself.

Once Lin Anlan didn't love Cheng Yu. He may know that Cheng Yu liked him, but he didn't think it was any good.

No one needs to pay for the likes of others. There are so many people who love others openly and secretly. If he responds to the past one by one, he needs to respond too much.

He thought that Cheng Yu would always give up.

He thought that he had never given him a trace of ambiguity and hope.

So he has a clear conscience. He doesn't feel sorry for Cheng Yu, and he doesn't feel guilty. Maybe once in a while, he regrets that they could have been friends, but only once in a while.

He has his own protective layer. He lives simply and soberly.

He has the lost and recovered affection, a good friend who can be trusted, and some ordinary friends and classmates who can talk and chat with each other. He is very satisfied and cherishes it.

But now Lin Anlan likes Cheng Yu. He forgets everything he once had. Only Cheng Yu's love is real and fresh. He bathes in Cheng Yu's love, and his heart is full of love for him.

When those waiting only exist in Cheng Yu's words, Lin Anlan is moved by him and surprised by his persistence.

But when he recalled the time he had been waiting for and returned to his old state of mind, at that moment, he finally found that Cheng Yu's eight years were not a simple sentence, but a long time full of disappointment and repeated failure.

Because of Xiao Qiao's ”don't wait any longer”, young Lin Anlan will give up the waiting in his heart and put his hope to others, hoping that others will meet his wishes.

But young Cheng Yu, after one person's dissuasion, still insists on his secret love.

Xu Sheng advised him, ”give up. He won't like you.”

Yu Heng asked him, ”do you think it's possible?”

Hua Rong said to him, ”in the end, you can only move yourself. And he, he doesn't need your liking at all. ”

Cheng Yu knows everything. He thinks everyone is right, but he can't control his feelings.

If his mother could control her feelings, she would not let herself fall in love with his father. Who would want to love a romantic prodigal son?

Doesn't his mother know how difficult it is to turn the prodigal son back?

Of course she knew, but she couldn't control herself.

On the day of marriage, she admonished herself not to give her true feelings. She knew everything, but she fell in love with her husband uncontrollably.

Cheng Yu is the same. He knows everything. He knows that Lin Anlan doesn't like himself. Lin Anlan doesn't have himself in his eyes. His secret love will not have any result, but he still loves him.

In those thousands of days and nights, in the alternation of day and night, he only loved him.

And Lin Anlan, he finally in this night, after his midnight dream, after his grievance, really understand Cheng Yu once.

Therefore, he began to love Cheng Yu.

He thought he would never find such a fool again.

There are many people who love him, but he can be sure that Cheng Yu is the only one who has loved him for such a long time and still loves him.

He is the only one who loves himself most.

He hugged the people around him and said to himself, ”you are really... Stupid.”

But Cheng Yu doesn't feel stupid.

Love is just like this, out of control, out of control.

He just like a person, just in his youth and youth fell in love with a person.

It's not stupid. It's normal.

Normal and happy.

In this world, to meet love is a lucky thing.

Although the secret love is very hard, Cheng Yu never regrets. His heart is desolate and muddy, but Lin Anlan is beautiful and precious. Because of his appearance, a lotus is born in the mud.

Lotus out of the mud but not dyed, fragrant, white and moving.