Chapter 89 – A Girl’s Thoughts (2/2)

“I…” Chen Weier didn’t know what to say.

“Why are you so good to me?” Chen Weier lifted her head up, and said softly.

“I… You really want to know?” I asked.

“Never mind, neither of us say anything okay?” Chen Weier kept on shaking her head.

“Okay,” thus the two of us walked silently forward. Chen Weier hugged the clothes and walked in front, who knows what she was thinking.

“Liu Lei,” Chen Weier suddenly turned around and said to me. “Hug me okay?”

“What did you say?” I momentarily blanked after hearing it. Did she just ask me to hug her? There’s nothing wrong with my ears right?

Chen Weier smiled wryly and shook her head, “Nothing, I was just kidding.”

“Weier,” I walked quietly towards her, and pulled her into my embrace.

To my surprise, Chen Weier didn’t struggle, she just obediently laid in my arms. I could clearly feel Chen Weier’s quicken breathing.

“Weier, I…” I wouldn’t help but want to tell her what I thought in my heart.

“Don’t say it, Liu Lei! Please don’t say it. You promised me just now!’ Chen Weier held me tightly and said.

“En,” I nodded, and silently enjoyed the warmth she brought me.

After a while, Chen Weier looked up, under the moonlight, her beautiful face was actually covered in tears.

“Liu Lei, you don’t like me, right?” Chen Weier asked.

“I…” I didn’t know what to say.

“Tell me quickly, say that you don’t like me!” Chen Weier said desperately.

“En,” I nodded.

Chen Weier smiled wryly, and pushed me away, then ran back towards her home.

What’s with her? Why did she suddenly turn weird? She’s telling me to tell her that I don’t like her even though she seems to really like me? What’s going on? I really don’t understand a girl’s thoughts. I looked at Chen Weier, who was running away, and walked to the crossroad alone to catch a taxi.

Chen Weier ran back home with her eyes red, and immediately went into her own compartment right after she got entered the door.

Mother Chen asked her what’s up, she just replied that she was too tired and wanted to rest earlier.

Chen Weier thought back to the hug just now, that kind of warmth, that comfort. Was this the feeling of being in love? However this feeling will never to belong to me. I was already reserved for someone else, and had no right to pursue my own happiness. Staying in my lover’s embrace, that was an impossible dream for me.

Chen Weier comforted herself, that brief moment just now was enough, at least there won’t be anymore regrets in this life.

Thinking these, Chen Weier’s tears flowed once more. Chen Weier hurriedly said to herself in her heart, he already said that he doesn’t like you, why are you thinking this! You should study hard to repay the boss that paid to get father treated.

Chen Weier opened her cabinet, and placed the set of clothes inside. Let it become a wonderful memory in my life.

A first love that was about to begin, before it even started, this is a present he gave me, although I really want to wear it, if I wear it, it means that I admit this relationship.

This was not permitted, I, no longer belonged to myself.