Chapter 1084: The person only she knows (1) (2/2)
She could feel and see his kindness.
When the mask is torn off, there is the man he loves. A light in his eyes that is gentle and warm, the face that lights up when he is happy, these things that no person other than her could see.
It is just that the world could not see it.
Because, that is not what is expected of him. Because reality is harsh and kindness to some people is a weakness.
She knew him.
She knew him in a way no other people knew him.
And she wanted to embrace every part of him. But…there is always a part of him that he would never share with her.
And her, wanting him to share that, it made her feel selfish.
It made her feel…. bad.
And that is not good for her heart. And wanting him to love him the way she loves him make her felt evil. That everything she did is wrong.
And because of that she knew that this is love. Because the pain is nothing she had ever experienced.
And the reason why the pain is so intense is because the good days lingers. Because every time she is with him, she could not help but happy.
It did not matter what they were doing or where she was….as long as he is there, she felt happy.
She closes her eyes again and she thought of all the kisses they shared together, the touches and all the words they say to each other
Each time they kiss, she felt like everything is right in the world and every time he smiles, that rare smile, coming from such a private man, she felt some kind of satisfaction, knowing that the smile is for her and because of her.
'Huu' she sighed.
Her hair sways a bit as the wind blows pass her.
Her hair is now golden.
It is not blonde as that it is not her hair original color but golden. though when it is not supplied with energy, it does really look like a blonde hair
She is tall and beautiful with curly golden hair. A decade had passes and she look nothing like she was in the past.
The stronger she is, the beautiful she became. The same could be said for Azief. But she is white pale on her face.
It shows that she has been injured a bit. It is clear though that she is now slowly recovering from her injuries.
This had something to do with the monster that tries to come to the island. Some of these monsters are Disk Formation equivalent.
Since she is here, there is no harm for her to kill all of these monster from going closer to the center of the island where the hill that have the portal is situated.
She uses her eyes to try to see if there is any monster this morning.
After the Multiversal Convergence energy fills the world, it is better to use your eyes than your Divine Sense to look at things
Divine Sense could give more detailed description and seeing things comprehensively compare to using eyesight.
But at least eyesight is not suppressed by the energy of the world. If she uses her Divine Sense, what she would see is only ten kilometers around her.
The denser the energy around a certain area, the harder it is for a Disk Formation leveler to use their Divine Sense to judge some things
She slowly floats upwards and look down with her eyes.
She is surveilling the entire area
She is ready to rain down a tide of arrows if she saw any monsters but after a few minutes of looking and seeing nothing is wrong she landed back on the ground.
She then looks toward the area of the hill with a complicated expression.
'I'm sorry that I used you. If I didn't do it this way, then he would never let me go. And because of that, I fear that I would make a mistake'
The one that she used is Katarina. That is the reason she would use.
And she knows this is simply her just running away
she sighed and then return back to her tent, throwing her bow to the corner of the tent and laid down on the makeshift bed that she had made using the power of the Elements.
She lay down on her bed and lay down the back of her hand on top of forehead and close her eyes. the moment she closes her eyes, her mind began to wander
When she heard from Sina that she was Azief first love, it did not make her happy. Instead, it made her worry.