C146 Phoenix No (2/2)

I have to say, the poorer the person is, the better their heart is. Even if they can't fill their stomachs, they can still give me a portion.

I didn't tell them my story, because my story wasn't worth anyone knowing.

It could be summed up with just saying that a brothel girl had fallen from heaven to hell.

I asked about Li Shang's whereabouts and wanted to know how she was doing. I later learned that she had made a personal engagement with a teacher.

Very good, she had someone to protect her, at least it wouldn't be too desolate.

Knowing that she was fine, I felt relieved. The next thing I needed to do was to find a secluded place to quietly wait for death.

At this point, dying should be a release for me.

I am still very young, but my illness cannot sustain my longevity.

As I walked down the street and looked at the people hurrying back and forth, I felt as if I had been separated from them for a lifetime.

Those peddlers, trying to live for the family, and I, have nothing left.

Before she chased me away, she said three words to me, ”You're so stupid.”

I take it with a smile, because I don't deny it.

What I did was to help others and wound myself in the end. A woman like me, what else could I use to describe her other than foolishness?

The veil covered my face and neck, and all I could see were my eyes, which had dried out.

I saw Young Master Huang accompanying his wife as she bought jewelry, inserting an exquisite pearl hairpin onto the woman's head.

The woman's smile was like a flower, and I thought of myself at the Beauty Pavilion.

At that time, there were also many people who gave me gifts. I would take them all with a smile and give them my own ”gifts”.

The exchange of courtesies was just a dirty transaction.

He noticed me and should have recognized me.

After all, my reputation is already too smelly.

I could only turn around and leave, without that beautiful leather bag. I was nothing with him.

The words that he had said he liked him were just for show. There was no need to take all of the things that had happened in the past seriously.

After all, my mind is still a tradition. I've always heard people say that when a leaf falls, it returns to its roots.

Yes, what could be better than home?

Since he had grown up there, he might as well die there, even though he didn't know what his hometown had become.

I went back to the temple and said goodbye to the beggars.

Before I left, a grizzled woman in her seventies gave me a steamed bun and told me to take care of myself.

I shed tears, the world's true beauty, so it was like this.

But no matter what happens now, it can't stop my heart that only wants to die.

No, I should say, I had to die.

I dragged my broken body step by step towards my hometown. This road was very familiar, and I walked with Li Shang.

It was just that the two petite girls from before had already disappeared.

Instead, I went back alone.

Walking tired, hungry, I will pick wild fruits to eat, that steamed bun, but I have been carrying it in my arms, as a motivator to encourage me to continue walking.

It rained again, and I took shelter under a tree that was so leafy that I could barely stay out of the rain.

As the wind blew, I became colder and colder, shivering from the cold. After who knows how long, I lost consciousness …