C146 Phoenix No (1/2)

I had taught her well, but I had never thought of giving her to those ugly men to warm her bed.

Li Shang is my Li Shang, is pure Li Shang, is elegant Li Shang.

No matter how naked she put on her clothes, no matter how colorful her makeup, in my heart, Li Shang was always simple.

Like a white lotus, elegant and refined.

I couldn't help but kiss her because I liked her, liked her to the bone. For her, I could give up anything, my dignity, even my chastity.

The bawd knows my friendship with Shang, she has advised me more than once, but I do not care.

I took her in during the day and slept with her at night. Her body was very soft, so sleeping with her made me feel extremely comfortable.

It was only then that I felt that I was Begonia, a flower blooming at night.

I took off all pretense and was able to be safe with Li Shang.

Yet, Young Noble Huang barged in. I know he likes me, but that is only limited to this pair of scumbags.

Which man didn't like young and beautiful women?

It was on that night that I became even more convinced that Liushang could not stay any longer. The bawd was a person who would give up Liushang at any time, and I absolutely could not let this happen.

The silver I have saved is still a long way from redeeming two people, but it is more than enough to redeem one.

I took the initiative to find the bawd and gave her all the silver, begging her to let me go.

Although the old procuress was stone-hearted, she opened her eyes to money.

”Alright, I'll let Li Shang go, but all the money you earn in the future will belong to me.” That woman had a treacherous smile on her face.

I was helpless and could only nod. I added, ”After she leaves, she will have no one to rely on. I hope that you can give her 10 silver coins so that she can live a peaceful life.”

The old procuress nodded, ”Since you're the one begging me, I'll agree.”

Everyone in the Beauty Pavilion knows my temper. I don't easily beg others, like a proud phoenix.

No, how can a phoenix describe me? I'm nothing, yes, nothing.

As for what I have done for her, it will be an eternal secret.

The next day, I purposely told Li Shang that I was in love with Young Noble Huang, so that she could leave peacefully without any worries.

It is time for the thread between her and me to be broken and not be entangled any further.

As a successful prostitute, I was very good at acting, and Shang didn't doubt the authenticity of my words.

Perhaps, she suspected, my heart would throb for a moment.

After Shang learned that we could leave, I thought that she would pack her things and leave. I didn't expect her to come and say goodbye to me.

In the future, her life will be her own. I can't help her, no matter what.

She left just like that, and the big stone in my heart fell.

Young Noble Huang asked me, ”You have done so much for her, yet she has always resented you. Can your heart not hurt?”

Of course I would feel pain, and when she said those heartless words, my heart felt as if it were dripping blood. I had never felt such pain before, as if it was about to suffocate and make me faint.

But I survived.

Leaving Shang is my dream. I place all my hopes on her. May she live well, live brilliantly, live beautifully.

On the fifth day after Shang's departure, I was diagnosed with plum blossom disease.

Everyone distanced themselves from me, despised me, and attacked me while I was down.

The old bawd drove me out of the Beauty Pavilion, and I had nothing and I was sick.

I settled in a run-down temple and lived by the charity of beggars.