185 Beautiful New Tenan (1/2)
In order to investigate whether Xiao Mao is gay, I followed Xiao Yu's suggestion and spent two hours to download the famous movie, ”Brokeback Mountain” on my computer and then after dinner, pretended to randomly turned on the computer and invited him to accompany me to watch a movie, Xiao Mao did not refuse.
On the 19-inch LCD screen, two handsome cowboys Jack and Ennis had a genuine love in the remote Brokeback mountain, a taboo love that began one night in a tent that raged like a bonfire. They concealed their sexual orientation and married ordinary women and secretly dated regularly for over ten years, with the hope to stay together all through their lives. Unexpectedly Jack accidentally fell off a cliff and died and Ennis took Jack's ashes and hung the shirts that they were wearing when they first met on the same hanger. This love between them is like aged wine that has been saved for many years, after opening the bottle cap, it has the strongest fragrant aroma.
I forgot the original purpose of watching the movie. I held a tissue in my hand and for the love story between them, kept wiping the tears falling from the corner of my eyes and was immersed in their romantic and passionate love that was unable to return.
When I finally remembered Xiao Mao, it was already 10 minutes after the movie ended. So I hurriedly excitedly turned to him, and managed to restrain my expression and put on a gentle and thoughtful smile, ”What do you think of this movie?”
Xiao Mao lowered his head and did not speak.
”Isn't it very touching? Do you have any opinion on this kind of relationship?” I continued to ask.
Xiao Mao didn't still didn't speak.
”If...if you really have this type of orientation, I stand for the freedom in love, I will not object or discriminate.” Seeing his attitude, I felt sad in my heart and with difficulty persuaded, ”But if you don't have this type of orientation, or it is just sprouting, I suggest you give up. Although being ** in fiction and movies are very good, but this kind of love is very difficult in the real world. I don't want you to be hurt in the future...”
Xiao Mao still didn't say anything.
”Don't sell your soul for money!” I tried to move him with deep words from the books, however, Xiao Mao's breathing was unusually noisy. It seems...something is a bit wrong.
So I held his chin and gently lifted his head, but now Xiao Mao's eyes were already closed, and his long eyelashes were shaking. He was actually soundly asleep and had not completely not been listening to the comforting words I had racked my brains to come up with.
The tiger is not mighty. Do you think I am he11okitty? I stood up and shook his shoulders. He was roused from his dreams, rubbed his eyes and in a daze said, ”Mother...I am sleepy.” Then curled up and leaned his whole body towards me on the couch and embraced me like a little baby and continued to sleep.
It is already 11:30 pm. Xiao Mao didn't seem to want to get up and go back. I was finally angry and pounced on him and gave him a kick. Then pulled him up from the couch and ordered him to return to his room to rest! There must be no misunderstandings!
Xiao Mao finally got up, his eyes were red and he rubbed his messy hair, yawned and went out. Until I finished washing up and got ready for bed. It was then that I realized that this half-awake person unexpectedly took my Xiao Ding when leaving....how hateful. So, this evening I could only hold the cat that Ao Yun gave me to sleep.
The next day was the weekend. I lazily slept in and didn't want to get up. Unexpectedly a little after 8 am, there was loud noise from outside the house, there were also voices and laughter of moving workers. It was bothering me so I couldn't continue to sleep, so I rushed to the window to look outside. It turned out that the pharmacy outside the alley was relocating and changing to a pet hospital. Several workers were working inside with tools like drills. There was also a large new signboard on the side, with a few words covered with a red sheet.