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”I know. Before she died, I went to see her. She said that she didn't blame me, but that my conscience would be disturbed. It had nothing to do with whether she would blame me or not.” As she spoke to here, her face was filled with pain and grief. ”After all, I was the one who caused her death.”
”Yi Yi …” Rong'er's heart ached and ached when he saw the expression on Yi Feifei's face. To make a seriously ill person suffer such remorse was just too cruel. She wanted to say something … She thought... However … But she … She … ”Can't...” Yi Yi Fei, can you trust me? ”Jingzhi is very happy, no matter if she lives or dies, this is her happiness!”
”Happiness? Would death be a happiness? ”Yes, that's right. I've been suffering from illness all year round, so if I die, I won't have to suffer any more. I won't have to drink any more medicine. Am I supposed to be happy?” The expression on Yi Feifei's face softened, but her gaze began to wander.
”Yi Yi!” Rong'er looked panicked as he shouted.
”It's nothing,” Yun Che said in a soft and gentle voice. ”Big Sister Rong, do you know? When I first entered the palace, I was very envious of you, because the Emperor really liked you, and I have hated you before. I also thought about how I could hurt you. I only know that after Zhi Zhi died, I would feel bad, I would feel bad, so I started to not let myself have any bad intentions, I started to put my heart into accepting you, I once thought that you were a hypocrite, always putting on a kind face, but I believed that you could not pretend to be kind after a dozen years, so I believed that as long as you were in the imperial harem, it would not be chaotic. I remember you saying that you were taught to me by the noble and filial empress, I think I have learnt it already, sister, I have been in the Imperial Noble Concubine for eight years, should I am still angry with everyone? ”
Seeing Yi Fei's smile, Rong'er's tears had long been unable to hold themselves back. They fell drop by drop as he heavily nodded his head. ”You're very good, you're very good!” She really did not expect that behind the cold surface of Yi Feifei was such a pure and kind heart.
”Big Sister, don't cry. It's okay. I know I didn't do well enough, I wasn't passionate enough with everyone, but I really did my best. I was always sick, and when I saw everyone's healthy bodies, I was really envious and jealous. I was also scared, scared that everyone would see my sickness, because compared to healthy people, I was really ugly and ugly. ” ”And after Li An Zhu, I really don't dare to casually trust others anymore, do you know that? ”I trusted her, but she used me. I was sad, I was really sad, so I didn't dare to get close to anyone easily. Luckily, Xiushan entered the palace later on, so I was able to get someone to tell me the truth.”
”Yi Yi Fei, it's our concubines that don't understand you well enough and don't understand you well enough. You're really very good, and it's all our fault!” Rong'er began to deeply blame himself. She had always thought that she was able to see through everyone, that she was wrong, that she was really wrong. She thought that Yi Feifei was cold and detached, but she didn't know that there was such pain in her heart.
Outside the door curtain, a tall figure was also trembling lightly. His expression was also a bit moved. The figure turned around and gave everyone a look not to mention that he had come. Xuan Ye then led the consultant and disappeared in front of the palace gates of Cheng Gan Palace.
When he heard that the Imperial Concubine Rong had arrived, he did not let the people of the palace make a ruckus. When he heard that the had come, he did not want to interrupt her conversation with the Imperial Concubine Rong, but he couldn't bear to, so he stopped himself in his tracks. In fact, she was very virtuous.
In the past few years, the Tong family had repeatedly expressed their wish to establish an imperial concubine. In fact, Xuan Ye had truly not thought of this in his heart, perhaps it wasn't just because of Rong'er in the past, but rather because he was already used to the space behind the throne. Currently, the imperial harem was very peaceful, and he did not want to disrupt this peace.
That's right! It was time to give an explanation to Xiu Ning …
”Counsellor's Association, the Minister of Rites has entered the palace.” Xuan Ye didn't turn around as he instructed with a heavy tone …