C277 (1/2)

As our conversation slowly entered into her heart, all of the grief became uncontrollable. Although she looked somewhat cold on the outside, her heart was so pure and kind, and heavens, I truly hoped that she would be able to accompany me for a few more years. This time, I would treat her well and come often to accompany her, and I would do my best to open her heart, so that she would be happy and happy. Do I have time?

This caused Rong'er to feel waves of unease. However, she still managed to force out a smile as she looked at Rong'er, ”Big Sister Rong, there's nothing wrong with inviting you over. I just wanted to chat with you.”

”Imperial Noble Concubine, you are so angry. As long as you need it, Rong'er can come over anytime.” Rong'er said respectfully.

”Elder sister, we won't talk about our identities today, so there's no need for you to be courteous to me.” After a moment, she closed her eyes, smiled bitterly, and said, ”What dignity does this Imperial Noble Concubine of mine have? If we're talking about status, when did I start looking down on all of you concubines? If one were to talk about wealth, as an ill person, I am unable to eat or drink, so what did I enjoy? If we were talking about glory and splendor, our Tong Family would have been basked in my aunt's kindness and the empress dowager's glory. If it wasn't for that, the Emperor wouldn't have named me Imperial Noble Concubine! ”

”Yi Yi, you worry too much. His Majesty treats you sincerely.” Rong'er consoled him softly.

”Mm, I can't say that the emperor treats me badly. He cares a lot about me, and even if I get sick, he'll come visit me, but …” This kind of concern is always for my sister. Imperial Concubine Rong, do you understand? I've seen a lot of things in the past few years, but that doesn't mean I don't want to. Actually, I seem to have everything, but I actually have nothing. Is the filial queen pitiful? But they are empress, what about me? Imperial Noble Concubine, what is this supposed to be? ”

Rong'er actually knew the truth. Imperial Concubine Yi didn't ask for anything but a successor, so she wished that she could give birth to a new prince, but she couldn't do so in the end. This was also a kind of regret for her.

”Elder sister Rong, do you actually think that I am looking forward to the position of Empress? To tell you the truth, I do yearn for her today. But that was in the past, Sister Rong. I don't think I'll be able to live much longer.

”Yi Yi, don't say that. She's just sick and will soon recover.” Hearing Imperial Concubine Yi personally say such words, Rong'er felt her heart suddenly feel very, very painful.

In truth, most of the time, I have been calm and collected. However, there was one thing that truly bothered me, and it made me sad. ”

Rong'er looked at Yi Fei with a rather somber expression. She vaguely knew about the matter that Yi Fei had mentioned.

”Back then, I was taken advantage of by Lee Anson and ended up hurting Wang Jingzhi. This matter was very difficult for me to settle, and although what I did was the right thing to do in accordance with the rules of the palace, in my own heart, I would feel uneasy. Sometimes, I would dream that Jingzhi was such a person who stood aloof from worldly affairs, but she had actually become the sacrifice of this dark side of the palace.”

Rong'er's heart ached. She truly wanted to tell the Consort Concubine Jingzhi that she was not dead, but she could not. That was a secret that absolutely needed to be hidden away. Unless it was the Emperor, no one could speak of it. Yi Yi Fei, trust me, Zhizhi has never blamed you. ”