C226 (1/2)

”Yes.” I wonder who his father is? ”

The other girl was probably from the same school. She hated me a lot anyway.

Although I don't know what I have to do with Miao getting pregnant and being expelled, public opinion does think I shouldn't.

”Sigh …” ”Say, is her surname really makeup?”

Before the sharp girl could finish her words, she had already started laughing evilly, along with the people around her.

As expected, news came quickly enough. It was so fast that only now did I find out myself, and others found out.

I really am a little suspicious of how they found out.

However, he did know, and the news was not wrong, I, was speechless.

He silently sat on the stone stool beside the Redbud Flower. His butt was a little cold.

The stone bench is very cold, I uneasily moved a bit. Fortunately, the baby is in the belly, far from the cool air, there is no need to be afraid.

A little bit cool, to freeze me into stone sculpture, also let me sober up.

His mind was clear, but he didn't think about anything else. He just instinctively rubbed his belly, thinking about him.

Is it my fault that my baby, from the moment she was brewing, was subjected to these injustices? Maybe.

As for him, what would happen after hearing this news? Teacher Zhou had said that the news would spread very quickly.

That was probably what the congratulations at the school gate meant.

In any case, he would know soon enough.

Will he come back? Will he come back for the baby?

I don't know.

He was already engaged, and his fiancée would give birth to a legitimate golden baby with a family background.

And my baby, like me, will grow up to accept people's supercilious looks and gossip.

Can I have a baby like that? Can I make my baby suffer so much?

Was there a need for him to come to this world?

However, life is great. If I can bear all these hardships, he should be able to as well.

However, I don't even know what my future will be like, so how can I bring him along to suffer?

It doesn't matter if I suffer, but, my child...

I will give him my love, but can I make him happy?

Do I have the ability to do so? I'm all right, but my baby...

Rubbing my stomach, I curled up into a ball. I didn't know, I didn't have an answer …

This problem surpasses any other problems I've faced before, including the feeling of being on the same level as someone else.

Baby, my flesh and blood. I can't let him go through so much. I can't let him struggle like that. I can't...

It was unknown when, but the sky had darkened even further. Rain began to fall.

In March, the rain of peach blossoms covered the whole area. It was not big, but it was not small either.

As it hit the petals, it let out a weak moan. It was so soft that it was almost inaudible.

Like a mother's hand, gently caressing the flower of the small face.

Such a sad and beautiful sky, such a sad and beautiful flower, such a sad and clear air, such a desolate world.

I don't know if he wants my baby. I don't know if I should want him or not.

My baby, if you want, I want to give him a happy and complete home.

Home, a broken home, is hard to be happy in.

I don't want my baby to be as hard as I am.

Really, although I can endure it, it's better than some people.

But, it was hard work after all.

When I let him off like that, how could I not have a sliver of sadness in my heart?

I don't want to be so small...

What's the use of saying all this? I'll wait.

I want to know what he means.

If he loves the baby, I can figure it out.

If he doesn't love... Lifting his head, his face was even more moist than the rain... Eyes as wide as possible, I can't see a glimmer of hope in the sky...

Above his head, an umbrella covered the rain, but not the moisture. It could not cover the flat surface, but it brought darkness …

Lan Hua, stand beside me.

I looked and didn't move.

Leaning back in a corner of the chair, I haven't decided yet.

I have to think slowly.

”You can get sick if you get wet. Do you need to abuse yourself?”

Ran Hua's voice was softer, deeper.

No sun, no frivolity, no reproach, no contempt.

It was dull, like a butterfly touching water.

I heard that there are some butterflies whose wings cannot touch the water, or they will die because they cannot fly.

I don't know, but that day, it was already like this.

I thought for a moment, ”Take care of yourself.” Yeah, I have to take care of the baby. After tucking in my clothes that were almost wet, I said,

”Sit down a little longer.”

The words came out in a smooth, quiet voice. I feel better.

Yes, I feel much better.

It has already happened, I, only the right to face it.

My baby, I will do my best to love you.

”Is that him?”

Chen Hua asked.

He was still standing next to me. He took a stack of toilet paper from his pocket and handed it to me.

My breathing returned. I touched my clothes and nodded.

It's him. Who else could I have under the heavens but him?

No one has ever loved me so much, understood me so well, pitied me so much, indulged me so much... I don't regret falling in love with him.

I don't regret or complain about having a baby, that's all.

”What are you going to do? Looking for him? You alone, you don't know what to do... I... ”This is too big …”

”I'm sorry,” he said, looking at me.

Looking for him? Why him?

Many people knew about it as if it were a government notice. How could he not know?

He hasn't called me in a long time. Shouldn't he give me a call?

He is no longer my guardian. Why should I look for him?

Was he the father of the child?

Dad, you have to fight for it, otherwise, like me, the baby will never be able to get close to your father.

I didn't think of asking you for help, but...

I thought about Yin Yijie, but I...

To tell the truth, I didn't want to stick to him, I didn't want to hear Fan's voice again, and he said,

”Not bad.”

Whether it's true or not, I don't want my baby to be treated the same way I do.

My baby, I love him.

”It's not impossible to repeat next year.”

Lan Hua gave his answer.

I'm not surprised.