C225 (1/2)
No, I don't want to sit down. Once I sit down, I will lose my balance, I will fall down, I will be lost, I won't be mine, I … I did not sit down at the table, but squatted down and leaned against the thin leg of the table. There was something real on my back.
Tightening my hands and covering my chest, I was like a fish that had been fished out of water, breathing with great difficulty …
Why was this place so uncomfortable? Why am I so upset? Am I going to die? What about me? He didn't know, but when he touched his stomach, he was jolted awake.
I have a child, I have a child, I have a child...
”His baby …”
Did he know that? Did he want to know? Would he want to know? Our child.
Even though it came so suddenly and at the wrong time, I can be sure that it was our child.
He already knows how to eat, so he eats a lot every day. Let me feed him.
Yes...
Stand up slowly, sit down, I thought.
I was thinking: This news is true.
I do have children.
”These few months, my aunt's numbers have been extremely low, to the point where last month was almost the same. But she really was a little …”
I've been sick, it seems, and it's not just that I don't like it, but the baby tells me: Mom, Mom, here I come, I want you to know.
But I don't know.
But now, I know.
I have a baby now, four months, and in half a year it will be born, my child.
Life, was so magical, at the most inconceivable moment, so unexpected.
My little life, his little life, ours, ours! I didn't know what to give him. Maybe this child is my best gift to him.
Maybe.
He loved me so much, and I always believed that no matter what happened, no matter how difficult it was, that love, I believed it was true.
He loves me, is it difficult? This child is the crystallization of our love.
Ah, a bit tacky, isn't it?
But that was the truth.
Our love, come so...
Our love, always like spring snow, cold with warmth, can not grasp, easy to melt, but, is real.
I love him, too, I know it.
So, this child, our child, ”My child...”
A cup of warm water was handed to me. I took it and slowly drank it.
The dense water vapor warmed my face and turned into two pearls...
”So you're saying... The results of the medical examination are correct? ”
Zhou Qingyun slowly opened her mouth and spoke with a heavy tone.
I nodded and whispered:
”It should be right. It should be, a little over four months …”
The children should all have some shape, little life, already formed.
Rubbing my stomach, I wanted to laugh when I remembered Yin Yijie's new postures in the hospital.
Baby has a lustful dad who wants to be dissatisfied, he actually... So we can make a baby.
I hope the baby won't be so lustful in the future, or... Who knows.
Actually, that big pervert is not bad, he's gentle and considerate …
Now that he thought about it, it would be weird if he didn't have a baby.
Every time he fought, there would be a series of battles in succession. Furthermore … Always inside me, we all loved the feeling of him coming into me, blending together.
But now that he thought about it, he didn't avoid it at all. Only after all that time had passed did he have a baby. Hmph … It seemed like building a human wasn't easy.
But we have it now, and it's been more than four months.
In the blink of an eye, in another four months, he would be waiting for his birth.
”Then what are you going to do?”
Zhou Qingyun's words were not heavy, but her tone was serious. Her eyebrows knitted together, indicating the seriousness of the situation.
I raised my eyes, the muscles on my face loosened, but there was still a smile on my lips.
Seeing her expression, I lowered my eyelids, pursed my lips, looked out the window and saw nothing.
I said, ”It's too sudden, I, I have to think about it.”
”You think. I'll tell you what I have to say first. There are clear rules in the school that anyone who is pregnant while in school shall be expelled. If the other party was also from a school, they would be expelled as well. The grade team leader already knew about the medical report that was sent over early.
Zhou Qingyun sat down beside me and said with a sigh:
”The principal...” He would know soon enough. ”Someone from the hospital has received the news and has …”
Hospital? I don't know.
So what if he received the news? I raised my head and looked at Zhou Qingyun.
”I will take responsibility for what I have done.”
Lowering my head, half-closing my eyes, I thought.
My baby is happy.
Because his father loves me, and I love his father.
There weren't many people left in this world who loved each other.
I love the baby because he's mine and he's his.
We may not have a tomorrow, but we have a common baby.
Was it also a kind of happiness? Heaven gave me compensation.
Our love, with its substantial monument, is also very good, isn't it?