3 Father, I am begging to marry him (1/2)
Ling immediately pulled my hand gently, but I brushed it off harshly. As soon as I turned around without saluting my parents. I walked with a chaotic mind. I couldn't let my dream collapse like this. Before Yun Jing Fei's wedding ceremony implemented, I had time to change the situation and cancel her marriage.
But, what should I do?
Since I arrived in my room, I did not reflect my self as my father asked me. I was busy thinking of ways to cancel this wedding plan. however, there are no ideas crossed to my mind.
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I stared at brast mirror in front of me while combing my hair slowly. Even though my eyes looked in the mirror but my mind floated and thought of the same thing over and over again.
'Yun Jing Fei will marry Huángtàizǐ (Crown Prince). She will become Huangtaizifei (Crown Princess). Later she will become Huánghòu (Empress). ' this sentence appears continuously in my mind.
It's been a month since the marriageproposal came from the Palace.Almost every day I think of ways to cancel Yun Jing Fei Marriages, but I don't get it. I looked at the mirror of the brass again and surveyed my own face.
I am beautiful. Most people say that I'm prettier than Yun Jing Fei. This beauty should be able to attract anyone.
Many marriage proposal came to me. They are came from noble families, proposed to me. They have brilliant achievements in government or success carrier in military. I dismissed all marriage proposal because I was sure that I could marry Prince Guo Wei.
I am, with all the privileges I have, should be able to attract anyone, including him. I am the most worthy of being a Huangtaizifei (Crown Prince Consort). Not Yun Jing Fei.
Anger filled my feelings. I throw all the items on my dressing table. I hate this situation. I don't want Yun Jing Fei marry to Guo Wei Wangye. I tightly squeezed my hand.
An idea popped into my mind. I strengthen my heart and walk out of the room. I have to meet father. I walked without caring about the consequences I would get with my decision.
”Father, Xia He-er faces father,” I said in a loud voice after entering the study room where my father was reading an ancient scroll. Father glanced at me then looked back at the roll in his hand.
Meeting him when he was working at home was very rude. Following manners, I should have conveyed to the servant in front of the study room that I was going to meet father. If you can spend time, he will send me in. This time I came without asking permission first.
I know from his attitude, my father did not like my sudden arrival.
”What's happened? Have you pondered your mistakes? I forbid you to come out of the room if you can't clear your mind,” My father said with cold tone. I swallowed my own spit out of nervousness. Father's seemed like he didn't care if he made me nervous.
”Xia He-er is indeed wrong, Father. The one who likes Jing Fei Jiejie is Huángtaizi. Jiejie is innocent,” I said slowly. He sighed.
”Good,” He said shortly.
”But,” I continue my words. He stared at me.
”But?” he asked me with high tone.
”My hearth feel hurts, Father. You knew that from a long time ago I love Huángtàizǐ and I could not live without him,” I said firmly. My father looked at me with annoyance. One of his eyebrows raised.