Chapter 106 - Breaking Down?!?! (1/2)
Chapter 106
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Yami POV (MC)
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I am just looking at some paperwork that my clones brought me. I am waiting for Guy to return from his D rank mission of taking care of some bear that has been terrorising a Village. Then I hear an alarm clock go on inside the house. I just give a mental command and the clock is turned off. Fuinjutsu is the most versatile thing I have learned ever since I came to this world.
Anyway at least Guy is not dead or in danger. I have a seal on him that if he is in danger or dead it will notify me… anyway… Guy has just been taught the 8th gate technique… and I already copied it…
Then I force my chakra through the gates.
1st gate open, 2nd gate open, 3rd gate open, 4th gate open, 5th gate open, 6th gate open, 7th gate OPEN…
My body is immediately flooded with chakra continuously destroying and repairing itself… but still I can't use any Jutsu, because of the rampant chakra inside of me, I can still heal myself with the Jiongu. Afterall the Jiongu is not really a Jutsu in the typical way. It is more like a parasite that I control…
Then after a couple of minutes I close all of the gates… and…
*fwosh*
My body started releasing steam and healing itself… and that is it for my daily training… in about four to five years my body will be at its best shape… after that I will stop the aging in my body… *sigh*... in my last world immortality was a dream that I gave up on for my family… sometimes I really wonder how they are doing… do they have enough money now that I am dead… we already were very poor… I really hope that they are ok...
Then I feel something wet pall down from my eyes… when I touch it with my hand… I see so I am crying… even though I can suppress my feelings… I have been doing so for seventeen years… I really am lonely… everyone here will kill each other for the Village… they will kill their own families like Itachi did just for the 'Village'..... WHAT THE HELL IS THAT SUPPOSED TO EVEN MEAN…
I immediately calm down… *sigh*... as expected I have started to 'burst'... before I was so worried about surviving in this world, because of that I spent every moment planning and scheming that my feelings and fun came second.
Now that I have immortality I have free time… that means my mind has the time to wander onto things like this…
Then since… my emotions are getting the better of me…
I immediately put a full barrier around my house forbidding anyone or anything from coming in. Then I make a water clone and have him go outside to tell anyone that wants to come in that I am busy doing a critical experiment or something like that.
I won't send a shadow clone since he might also be affected by my feelings.
Then I also put an anti spy barrier all around.
My face immediately gets a cold look… and I fall into my knees… my breathing gets heavier… cold sweat surrounds my body tears wouldn't stop coming out of my eyes and falling into the ground… my heart was beating so fast that it almost hurt… I grab my c.h.e.s.t and fall into the ground… even while being overwhelmed by emotions there still existed that calculating side that… kept saying that I am just having a panic attack.
DAMN IT… DAMN IT… DAMN IT…
Why can't I calm down… I need to calm down… I need a release…. I just start punching the ground… with my raw strength...
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