Chapter 1680 (1/2)

Ironically, I can't even blame myself. I'm a cold robot. I'm not qualified to have a good wife like you.

So I am more and more indifferent to you, I think maybe you know wrong, will choose to divorce me. But you still haven't

At that time, I was also a jerk. I was selfish and indifferent, and could not understand and take care of your mood. I just want to find my feelings, so when I met Shao Yingying again, I thought I had caught a straw.

Because she was the only woman I ever liked, I still remember the feeling of liking her, but it couldn't be produced.

I approached her only to find even a trace of human emotion. I didn't even think that I would hurt you.

No, I knew it would hurt you, but I didn't feel it. I don't even have a guilty heart, which makes me hate myself more and more.

It also makes me eager to be a living person again.

But I didn't expect, in contact with Shao Yingying that time, you will have an accident, you even concealed me.

In the end, I naturally did not find a trace of human emotion from Shao Yingying, but from you, I got a kind of inexplicable heavy mood.

Yes, when I knew that you had HIV and your child would die, I felt a sense of heaviness in my heart.

At that moment, I don't know whether to be happy or sad. But sadly, I couldn't have it. But I understand a truth, whether I love you or not, I can't hurt you.

I am willing to do anything for you. I am willing to take care of and wait for your mother and daughter forever. I am willing to make every effort for your happiness.

I can't love you except

I don't know if I can make you happy and make you happy. But this is the only thing I can do for you.

I also know that you don't want these, but all I can give is these. From then on, I live for you.

However, when you see this letter, I am already dead.

I can't continue to guard you, I think this is God's punishment for me.